Sometimes I feel like I am falling again in that dark deep pit. Full of negativity, darkness, anger, unsuccessful efforts of getting out of these feelings. Sometimes I still feel like …I should die. Though ye gayab b ho jata hai …but I feel like I should die…and what would happen if I die.
I don’t want to go back yaarrr
Yess
What happened
Nothing happend…I feel very negative, and I don’t know the reason. It feels like I am going back to the days when I used to feel like this when I was suffering with panic attack problem.
Do you want to share
I don’t have anything to share …I am just feeling like that. But I am working on it.