Sometimes i feel bad and sad and lonly about missing many things that a common person of my age has.

Sometimes i question to myself, was this worth it ??

Sometimes i wish to live a normal life

Sometimes i feel to share things and with people (i dont have any)

Deep Down there is a dark corner, and i know that.

But this Dreams & Ambitions man …
They wont let me sleep.
They wont leave me alone
They wont let be settle for things which everybody has
They wont let me be happy.
They wont let me live without a purpose

Cauz the oridinary is cliche.