Sometimes death seems like the best option both for you and your family
Is it really your choice? Or is there something you can do but are not looking at those possibilities.
Try alternative healing modalities. They may just help.
Isn’t 2 years of time enough? With time everything has just worsened.
I know my parents love me a lot and they have done too much for me. The fact is that I don’t deserve their love anymore. I have been always given them pain and now this will be the last time I am going to hurt them.
I was okay until I was the only one fighting with my problems but now when my parents have got to know about my problems, I can’t see them suffer.
Neither will I love myself nor will I forgive me. Actually everyone stranger do tell the things that you are telling. You don’t know me thats why you speaking sweetly. But whoever knows me well, they know that I deserve nothing.
Let me tell you, I had overcome my self harming thoughts but by indulging myself in a really toxic addiction.
Now the reason why I am planning to end my life is because I can’t see my parents tensed and anxious all the time because of me and this is affecting their health too.
Death will not end the suffering,what I believe is our Karmas will always comeback to you,better you live your Karmas and clear the account otherwise it will be carried forward for your next life.