Sometimes bc time goes by so fast i don’t know if i’m chasing my dreams or being chased by them… 

3am Thoughts

Can some boy help me figure out if this guy likes me I need y’all’s prespective as a guy and help me pls!! 

Boyfriend

I can't anymore😭 why are they coming back at the same time that everything got fucked up, and the worst is that it's not because of me that they came back, it's because of her who is ruining my life by pleasure and I don't even know why we're still friend, why am I still friend with people that I don't trust at all? why am I still friend with the same persons that ruined my life and still is, why is my loneliness affecting me so much that I'm going back to them just to ruin everything again

Life

Are you honest?

Society

lehru ram

Crush

Loving someone who doesn’t love you back is like hugging a cactus. The tighter you hold on the more it hurts.

Addiction

I've had an eating disorder since I was a child. It affected my physical appearance. From time to time, i would lose a lot of weight, then gain it all back and more due to years and years of strict diets and restrictions. 
My body is tired. 
And my soul is dead.
I feel like I want to disappear and not live here anymore.

Body Dysmorphia

It's 4:53 am here and I'm wide awake. I didn't even took any nap yesterday afternoon. And this never happened. I never stayed awake till this time. 
I'm feeling so frustrated. LIKE I FUCKING CAN'T TAKE THIS. I'M BROKEN, DEVASTATED AND DELUSIONAL. I'M DONE WITH THINGS. I WANT SOMEONE TO FUCKING UNDERSTAND ME. 
WHY DON'T NO ONE UNDERSTAND ME? WHY THERE ISN'T THAT GUARDIAN ANGEL FOR ME? I'M FUCKING DONE WITH HOW THINGS ARE GOING. I FEEL LIKE I'M JAILED. I FEEL TRAPPED. I FEEL LIKE SOMEONE TIED ME TIGHT. IT'S ANNOYING. IT'S ANNOYING HOW MY PARENTS SEE OTHERS PROBLEM AND DISTRESS BUT NOT MINE. 

Depression

When I was a teen until now, I can easily put my self in someone else's shoes and be able to empathize with them. And somehow it became a big problem, because I had always been too conscious with my actions. Like I'd always think, were my words okay and didn't hurt nobody or anybody I've met.  This caused me to not able to reject anyone's favor or advances and restricted my own freedom to act out my thoughts. 

So if any men would try to be flirtatious towards me, I wouldn't be like those girls who can confidently shoo them away with a no, I would be too polite and friendly whilst twisting my brains out on how to reject them without hurting their feelings. But it's utterly exhausting.

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