Sometimes all you need is someone who will just listen to you without judging you…🙂



3am Thoughts

I don’t feel good about my skin 

Insecurity

23:45 just got over a meeting. freaking phone isnt working and it hurtssss. I hate my life!

Overthinking

hey y'all, do you people also feel the need to continuously try to fit in a group by faking it/ just not being yourself? And I hate that part (not being myself) but I also somewhat like the attention I get after I try to fit in.
But honestly I HATE IT and idk what to do about it or why do I even keep doing it in spite of knowing that it's wrong?
Can someone relate? :'(


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People will hate you and will not love you neither return the same amount of effort and feeling how much you are giving or how much you love them just because of your complexion, looks, body size. And you came to realise that things you cannot change (except size) about yourself will make you always have less than you deserve. So you have 2 choices after this 

1) just don't improve cuz kya fark padta hai meri shakal ni badal Jani hai mera rang ni badal Jana hai jo body me imperfections hain wo ni badal jaane hain ya body size badal bhi lu to people will appreciate me for my changed body shape not for who I am.

To bhai sach hai aap as a person kya ho uski jhaant barabar value ni hai. Aapke paise looks, bohot matter karta hai.

2) improve cuz lambi life hai physique aur health achchi rahi to life me ukhaadne ko aur bhi bohot kuch hai aur lamba chalenge. Paise kamao kyuki khoobsurat se khoobsurat logo ki gaand bin paise fatt jati hai. Make relations with people with boundaries kyuki social skills will never let you down. Go out places kya pata sachcha pyaar Uganda me mil jaye 😂.

The moral is achche chehre ko poojne wale bohot hain aur romantic relationship ka base hai ek achcha chehra with a good body. Pyaar, trust, understanding nature, caring, sab chutiyapa hai ye jitne friendzone hue hain wo ye sab the. Aur kabhi shaqq ho to abusive relationship me reh Rahi ladkiyon se pooch lo wo poori life un bando ke saath reh lengi. 

Aur agar koi achchi shakal ka banda friendzone hua hai to bro tum bas chutiye the khelna seekh jaoge ya koi bandi notice kar legi but same chutiyapa na karna.

Work on yourself chahe koi aaye na aaye ya gaand maraye.

Body image

Growing up somewhat means to deal and face all of our childhood fears and mending (try) them all at once. Don’t know if you personally realise this yet or not, but there’s an age and there is a time when all those tit bit fears and habits that you’ve been unknowingly following or doing since day one, considering they don’t affect no one; come running down on you with their Kukris (machete), slitting you down slowly and passionately.
This is when you also coincidentally see therapists and people, in general, making you believe the exact same thing that all of the present fright is basically our past overruling us. No one provides a solution. Well i guess because there doesn’t exist one. Wish we could go back in time and mend our behaviour but this is no PS2.

I dont want to message her, but I message her.

Crush

 I am a girl & i am in relationship for 2.5 years now. Me n my partner literally fight every 4 - 5 dys and 90 % of time its his mistake and he knws that . Every time fight happens he yells at me abuses me , my family , my frnds (not in front of them) blames me which arent related to the current fight most of them are false blames and later he says sorry for straight 3 - 4 dys and says he won't do that again and my heart melts & i forgive and then this happens again. I am really tired from around 2.5 years this is repeatative situation. We both are very attached to each other so He won't allow me to breakup whenever i say i want to breakup he blames me for no reason and bring literally 2 years past fights . We are together since 2.5 years . we Have many close phtos of us .we arent settle ri8 now . My parents want me to get married now. They dont knw about him and he isnt ready to confess our relationship to parents. I want to get rid of this relationship but i he wont allow me and abuses me and blames me i am really afraid if he misuses our photos which can lead obstacle in my future married life please help what should i do how should i get rid of this relationship ?

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