Confusion

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3am Thoughts

Hey 
I am yet another victim of a long distance relationship. I love him so much but I feel I am unable to reciprocate my love towards him. I find it very difficult to express my feelings towards him through social media. I want to make him feel that I am there for him even if we are miles apart. 
We do try to spend our time watching movies together through different media platforms even if we have personal commitments. 
I feel I am unable to give my best to the relationship. Please help me out. 

Love

Im a brahman and I love a rajput boy, we want to get married but my family is totally against it. I am house arrested. I’m literally mentally tortured by every single person in family. My father has beaten me several times. He got violent every times we’ve discussed this topic. 

I just wanna walk away from this bullshit but as a responsible daughter I can’t take step forward. This step might ruin my family forever, my father might take wrong steps, this will obviously affect my younger brother and sister. And of course whole family will boycott my parents. 

I’ve done every possible thing to make my parents understand that this is very important thing of my life but every time things ends violently. Its been more than two years. No progress at all!!

But I don’t want to live according to my parents. I just cant let them do this to me. This is about my whole life!
I don’t want to hurt my parents, I don’t want to leave love of my life!! In the end only one thought comes to my mind and that is to end my life... After this everything will be fine..

What can I do please help me!!!!

Marriage

Hi, 
I've been facing problem with concentration since past 6 years. My family thinks that I'm dumb since I always sit with a book but still score way less marks. Truth is I study a day before exam and score marks (76% in 10th and 85% in 12th). I sit with a book and try to study but I cannot focus for long and tend to get distracted. No it isn't about the phone, I've tried keeping my devices in another room but still I fail to focus for long. 

The problem started when I was in sixth grade and went to coaching after school. Till sixth grade I was one of the top students in class. But slowly my performance started declining. My daily schedule was - Wake up in the morning, go to school, return from school, have lunch and leave for coaching immediately, and stay there till 9pm, come back home home, have dinner, do home work and go to sleep at 12 AM. There was no time for self study so I fell out of the habit of self studying and I'm facing the consequences years later since I've to prepare for competitive exams.

What do you all suggest so that I can focus on studying and not wander in my thoughts and so that I don't give into distractions?

Education

TW


I have an eating disorder and I remember when I had lost a ton of weight and I was 62 pounds at 13 and this week I lost 14 but I gained weight ( 2 pounds )back and now I hate myself and I want to hurt myself so bad. I don’t know what to do anymore. I want to end it.

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