Somethings missing in my life idk what tf it is, I wanna know what is it, any suggestions?

Try meditation, sometimes we can find our answers through that. 

Life

My dog recently passed away and it's been hard on me mentally bc I felt like him and I shared a really special bond. He calmed me down during the quarantine and now that he's gone, I feel so alone and depressed. 

Depression

Two questions:

Has anyone had success with GeneSight DNA testing?

Has anyone completed social work- Disability Application process and been successful?
(I reside in NC)

3am Thoughts

I stopped watching romantic movies because of you Kaku, because i knew i would miss you really bad if I see all the romantic scenes.
But somehow my friend convinced me today to watch a romantic movie and now I can't stop crying, because I m missing you since then. 
Even after everything I still miss you.
I HATE YOU, I HATE MYSELF, I HATE MY LIFE. 

Breakup

I'm lonely,I have not to talk, weak in studies, week in sports but I never feel like sad or despair. Because nothing lasts forever 
Believe in yourself and keep going
one day you'll know and you won't be alone


Lonely

 I think Handsome Boys Hardly upload their photos on Social Media.


Teenagers

Anyone up?

"How are you feeling today?"

Well not so great. 
Wubba lubba dub dub anyone?




*Let's see if this is a place where people come to talk or come to speak.*
(Only been 5 mins on this site)(Exploring)


How to move on?
On of the major Question I have asked myself & others. And i did got few answers too.
So I start trying everting i can.
Delete everting/cut the ties "Deleted".
Take a break, Go on vacation. 'Done'.
Meet new people, make new friends. 'Made'
Go on a date,  with someone. 'Gone' (went horrible almost hooked-up with the person, major regret later).
 Go out Do something(Movie, playing sports, hangout with friends, explore street) 'Done'
Do meditation/Exercise 'Doing'
Develop new hobbies 'Learning typing, back to reading books, learning yoga too'
Get close to your family. 'Got so close, open and vulnerable that they got stressed'
And everything started to get better finally, started to feel hopeful, When mind doesn't plays scenario with that person anymore.

A on fine day after 3 months later lying on my bed everything came crashing down.
Tears doesn't stop, feels overwhelm and paralyze with my own emotions. 

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