something is bothering me and I can't do anything about it !
I have a boyfriend and he is very loving but idk why sometimes he gets so busy and because of that we don't able to talk for days . I tried to text  him but he just ignored it . 
he is a mature guy but he didn't get that his actions affects me. 
    days will go and at last when he will be free or feel like talking he will text me . I'm so confused . 

Mine don't stay away for days but hours because of busy schedule and it still feels terrible. How you spent days without him 🥺 You both don't talk at all inbetween?

no we don't , actually we are in long distance relationship so we have to adjust but it's frustrating 😕 

Boyfriend

#4..........Looking at his pictures I realised something weird. In one of the pictures in his account he was wearing his uniform. I noticed it looked like a screenshot and was posted after being cropped. But it wasn't cropped that properly hence I could see the name tag on his uniform. It was not very visible but anyone could figure out that it wasn't his name written on the name tag. I realised he was not what he claimed to be, everything about him was a lie. I called him up and confronted him. This time he confessed that those pictures were not his and neither anything that he said or claimed to be. He apologized but never said  the exact reason behind doing all of that. I was so pissed off that I broke all contact with him. More than being angry on him I was angry on myself that once again I acted stupid. I kind of felt like a loser who always choses the wrong people in her life. I cried and felt like not talking to anyone as I was afraid that I would again get tricked or cheated or ending up taking decisions that will hurt nobody but me again. 



3am Thoughts

Continuation to the story.. so yesterday i just typed all msgs how i felt.. and he said i lobe you.. i said stop these bcz no one can say i love you when r hiding something.. i asked him a straight question that why did u first add me as a friend? I accepted and why you blocked? This was my straight question..he is saying that i am negetive.. bcz of my words he blocked me on facebook. And he is saying his single agenda is bcz of my words.. in relationships we have words, fightings,caring, time and love... but he is pointing me when i am asking the straight question and now he is in usa, he is doing job training by a institute and he is saying me do whatever u think bcz i dont care and u have changed to negetive nature and my single agenda is bcz of your words.. should i leave him completely? What i think about him is when i have a doubt on him.. he needs to clear right? Instead of saying these words ! What do u you guys think? And i want to know this guy thinking mindset

Cheating

I was in a relationship with someone who was in love with a girl before but because of some issues they left each other , he had his break up in dec and in Jan he came with me , now after 9 months , he saw a post of her ex on insta with some other boy but that post was just a random thing she didn't has a bf , now he wants to go back to the girl as he loves her so much , I'm so worried that what was that we had for 9 months in relationship, in that time he never ever thought of the girl but now he is like dieing for her , now we're not in relationship but we were friends from school time that's why I didn't left him we're staying like friends , I'm trynna leavee him but anyhow he approaches me because he too is in sp kuch pain and depression because that girl isn't coming back , I everyday listens him , understands his feelings and I'm trying to make him feel good but this isn't working , and in this process, I myself am so broken and unhappy that I can't even feel my pain , I'm not able to let it out , can someone help me out in this , what should I do , as I love him so much , I'm not able to leave him neither he is letting me go , bcz he needs me in his pain !!

Lonely

Last night, I started cutting again. It was just an urge and I didn't really have a reason. I just wanted to do it again because of the feeling it gave me. I was on the call with my boyfriend and I didn't want to tell him but I did hiss a lot and he did keep asking what happened. I told him it was just hang nails, which he believed. I couldn't tell him because I had promised I wouldn't do it again. I got the urge when his best friend asked me what to do to get his girlfriend to start cutting. I asked him if he had talked to her, and he told me she tells him everything. I then told him that if the talking isn't helping, he could try to ask her to promise not to do it for a period of time, like starting off for a week. He then told me thanx and handed me back to my boyfriend. My boyfriend didn't think much of it, but I had my thoughts about cutting then.

Self Harm

Hey. Long story short, I met a guy online I was totally attracted towards him. Started liking him. We started talking daily. He too developed feelings for me. After giving it a good time of two months I said yes to him for starting a relationship. Now a little background about the guy. He loves me so much, understands me like no one else do, so so so much open about his feelings, keeps reminding me how special I am to him, nd I find it funny that he wants to marry me haha. This all seems so sweet to me in the beginning, I liked how genuine nd caring He is. But I don't knw what's going on with me since past few weeks. My attraction towards him is fading day by day. I dont feel like talking to him. It feels like I am giving him my time out of any obligation. I am totally fine nd can spend my whole day without msging him nd talking to him. There was a time when I used to miss him throughout d day. But it's all gone now😭. He is noticing all this nd sometimes asks that if I want he will leave. That's the funkin prblm!! thought of not having him in my life scares me nd at the same time I feel like I am no more interested in him. I feel so guilty sometimes. Please help me out what should I do. Is it that when someone shares there feelings way more than required, we start loosing intrest in them. One more thing I haven't met him yet. I feel like everything will get back to normal once I meet him. 

Relationships

My boyfriend wants to propose but doesn’t want to tell his family about it because he’s scared they might disapprove. Is this even worth it lol I don’t wanna be kept a secret from his stupid family AGAIN 

I'm meeting my boyfriend after more than a month. However, I'm upset at him due to a conversation we had last night and the fact that he's so late today. We had to go 2 places and he literally called me at 3.15 pm to ask me what the plan is. He has his reasons, he called and explained me but I'm still not okay. I don't want to spoil our day together. We have tickets booked for a stand up show and we will chill for a while with my dog. But I don't know how I'll be okay with him. My mood is off and I don't feel like going only now. How do I make myself feel better? Is it even in my hands? Shouldn't he make me feel better? But I know he'll be like I've come so far to meet you and your fighting with me. I don't know what to do. 

CONFUSED

HEY LOL, i'm really confused and scared like i have a boyfriend and i really love him despite us being online, we're in a ldr. Hiding it from our parents because we know we aren't allowed to be w each other but we can't help it. I know what i feel for him is real, not just a crush. I'm not sure if it's love but I care for him deeply. Just today he said his parents may find out abt us and started saying stuff like "Don't worry I won't ever breakup even if they find out" BUT ITS JUST A LITTLE SCARY BECAUSE I OVERTHINKING EVERYTHING AND I JUST GOT THIS FEELING THAT HE WANTS TO BREAKUP W ME SO HE'S SAYING THAT LIKE IDK IF ITS TRUE BUT HE COULD MAKE SOME EXCUSE "i'm sorry my parents found out about us, I'm not allowed I'm really sorry" OR SOME SHIT LIKE THAT IM JUST SCARED-😃

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