Something happened with my father and I need someone to tell me what happened about what they think about what happened cause I’m scared and confused … I never did anything like this before so please help.

Parenting

Didn't sleep at all for 2 days straight. What's gonna happen to me now

3am Thoughts

FEELING like No one Else For me


"I love the silence between you and me. The quiet acknowledgement, the falling into knowing, and comfort between words as we lapse into our own minds, simply breathing and being while sharing space and time. I love the sound of your silences. I notice them. I recognise them. I melt into them. Because your silences.. your silences , they sound just like mine." 

so bored🥴🥴

Other

The coming rain

Broken man, why do you worry
let paperboat sink with smuggled sorry
shattered glass & broken panes..
That rare blue moon.. September rains
Your skin's all parched
Oh that numbing pain
Broken man, no cry, no worry
black and blue your limbs complain
flooded flashbacks choke neural drains
with a scrowl on face and brows arched
lay that broken man who once was sane

When colors sparkle in the morning sun
she ties her hair in a lazy bun
over the lighthouse across the sky
the clouds march unheard, the oceans cry
Broken man, were you there..
to see the false friend growl and glare?
To lose one's weight while gaining strength
as he swore to walk to any length..

As metal creaks on dusty road
She drives the mini she could afford
She did mention once in childish code
I am not that strong- I can't take more load
Off went in smoke the dreams cherished
While your goats, your trees, and farms flourished
Broken woman, why you complain..
When shadows speak of the coming rain


I seriously need a answer for this bcoz i can't think of anything or maybe I don't wanna answer it but overthinking this is seriously killing me
Like i have a close friend our bond was so good was bcoz we don't talk the same idk what happened to him. Something changed between us I asked but he said ntng has changed and now I can see that changes we were at the party yesterday and we were clicking a grp picture but suddenly I noticed he was so awkward standing beside me like when some other changed the position with me than he was okay and this thing happened 3-4 times he was awkward idk why and i didn't have enough courage to ask him ( ps i like him also he is my so close frnd that i have told him my one of the biggest secret ) and his behaviour is seriously affecting me. In party we were sitting together alone for more than 20 mins but we didn't said a word to each other i can't deal with this 😖😖😖😖

I can’t stop feeling upset

Depression

I have to start getting to know myself. I don't know who I am. I don't know where to start either

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