Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

Something happened today…

So my childrens dad decides to sent me random women having sex on porn sites and claims it’s me because I don’t give in to his gaslighting and narcissistic ways anymore…because I’m not responding to any of his negative disgusting manipulative emails…because I don’t want to be with him…we had a conversation about our kids and that I need the help watching them so I that I’m able to work…he kinda talked about it and brushed it off…so OBVIOUSLY the whole time we were in a relationship up until now IT WAS NEVER ABOUT THE KIDS with him…and I can totally see thru that now…lile seriously if it was…he would have grown from our relationship and moved the fuck on…but he hasnt…this wasn’t the first time he’s done this to me. When I was still in that toxic relationship with him…he had told me to send him some pictures of myself and of course I did because I trusted him because were together…he takes those photos and blasts it on a porn site creating a account under my name and forwards it to ME stating that I created the account and that I’m exploiting my own body and that I’m cheating on him. As soon as I said I will get the law involved…he quickly deleted it and said "I told the owner of the page to take it down"🤔…now he’s doing it again but with random womens videos to try and threaten me and place fear in me…he is on a roll right now as I type this emailing me to try and justify himself. He claims I keep tabs on him and stalk him🤔 which I ABSOLUTELY DO NOT because I don’t give a shit about what he’s doing in his life 🙄…claiming that he sends money to our kids…I’m going to be COMPLETELY honest here…he’s sent my children thru child support 10-20 dollars and that was it. That was the end of that🤯 this person claims that I’m going to use the money for my own good. I have my own money for myself and for my babies 🤷🏽 and they are taken care of. To be honest we don’t need his sorry ass support fahreal. Like this is so pathetic and sad that the main concern for all this is GETTING BACK TOGETHER… absolutely fucking not…I will never go back to someone like that …like he’s fucking out of his mind…he’s telling me to watch what I say and WATCH my back. At this point I don’t know what kind of measures he will take but I feel that he’s planning something…wether it be people jumping me or just killing me.