Someone told me today you cried for days after you ended it with me. That makes me so sad. It makes me miss you so much more. It tells me you cared but why were you crying if you were the one who ended it with me?

my phone broke in the car accident I was in 

it only happened a few weeks ago they're still broken

Confusion

I always keep myself detached from everyone I associate.
I am just scared that I don’t come close to anyone MENTALLY/EMOTIONALLY

Relationships

Therapy is a great way of healing. Today i had a really good session where i learned that i need to value my feelings and need to be self-compassionate. I need to learn to give myself a break and be ok with the fact that i am a human and can make a mistake. What matters is the fact that i owned up to it and tried to fix it. If he can't see the value in that then its not my fault.

why do we wanna be sad or being obnoxious and feeling guilty about life?

being alive is really a great thing, am i right?


everything making sense and yes we still can make sense out of everything :)


Life

I want to scream at the top of my lungs. Fucking everything is irritating me to a different extent. On top of that like a cherry my headaches. The old Lady in my house is driving me crazy. She's a pain in the ass. Fuck off. Fuck everything. Fuck you. I am soo tired. Exhausted. Frustrated. I have to put in double the efforts to get the same results. Why is life so unfair. I hate my life sometimes. 

3am Thoughts

Kuch log kahi nhi dikhenge. 
Sivaay DM Requests k🙂

I am an engineer. I have finally secured interview in banking sector but I dont think I am keen for this job. I dont know what I want to do. I am so exhausted and I dont have energy to prepare for anything. The only thing that I really want is to d!e. I find no interest in living.

Depression

When am I gonna meet my Romeo?? 😭😭💔

Love

Aao kabhi haveli pe.. tel lagake hatheli pe

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