Someone once say to me that maybe I have depression
But Tbh, I don't recognize myself in the symptom. Like, dark though, self-harm, fake happiness. I just hurt myself like pulling my hair because it's the only way for me to clam myself 
I Just feel sad often, empty, lost and useless
I don't know what is it 

I don't know... There are so many thing with who I am lost. I am really happy but sometime everything fell on me. And I don't know what this is. My family can only say I dramatize or I fake it. 

Ikr , it's sad , just pray to god to cure you pains :)

3am Thoughts

I have a bf who says that he loves me so much but he doesn't want to commit to anything and on other hand my family is pressuring me to get married don't know what to do,,,

It is so hard to keep it up

Depression

Why im always thinking about someone, I don't know whether i broke the relationship with her or she broke with me, but im always thinking about her, remembering the situation I hurted her and what she done to me, im feeling so emotional in this stage of my life feeling alone, depressed

It's 3am and driving alone is a vibe but these vibes remind me of a person i love  . Imagine she  sitting to left side and chanting going on 

Any nice stories? Maybe based on true events 🤭

Happy

It has been 1 year we are fighting  she is my crush and a friend we came close but she didn't wanted me as partner but a mere friend,  
I failed to express my love i guess 😔  but no force from my side .
We had a endings 18th aug .
Today she got caught while stalking me on tellonym.
Now i texted her not to send me the texts over there and here as you know my feelings aren't over yet , then again we will start over the issue i cant take her as friend now , pyar agar mere tak hota control karta aur dost hi treat  karta , magar i am trying to heal she is stalking me and texting me .
If again we came close tbh she will fear for the friendship with anyperson . Mere tak hota mai usey hug 🫂  karta aur bas apne sath rakhta ab usi ki marzi hai alag hona what i can do . 
Trust me kabi majnu ki kahani pe nai hasna beedti usi par hai jis par hoti hai .
For me you will be 🌎❤ .
Laut ana waqt se phele warna bohar deyer hogi . 
And i wish she see this post and make happy returns

Ugly is not a feeling. It's what you see on my face. Deal with it. I can change my attitude but it wont matter, because only a surgeon can change my face. I've had every single facial muscle, nerve and artery torn. I've had a piece of glass stuck in my frontal lobe. 

I saw someone yesterday....and he was the exact person, how I want my partner to be. I saw him yesterday at a shop in grandma's house. Today I m going back to my own home. I can't stop thinking about him. Although, I know I will never meet him again.HELP ME SOMEONE PLEASE:(

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