Someone once say to me that maybe I have depression
But Tbh, I don’t recognize myself in the symptom. Like, dark though, self-harm, fake happiness. I just hurt myself like pulling my hair because it’s the only way for me to clam myself
I Just feel sad often, empty, lost and useless
I don’t know what is it
I don’t know… There are so many thing with who I am lost. I am really happy but sometime everything fell on me. And I don’t know what this is. My family can only say I dramatize or I fake it.
Ikr , it’s sad , just pray to god to cure you pains :)