Anxiety

i feel like the backup option in the lives of all my friends, no one seems to think of me as the first option. they all have close knit groups with each other, I am not part of any. they still like me, but from a distance. no one seems to be wanting my company. what am I doing wrong.

They say nothing lasts forever, why my problem is lasting. Im unfortunate when it comes to friends, Im always left out and ignored, no one believe in me. 😔
Im annoying people pleaser. If I will be compared in movies i'll be the side character."CanYou see my heart go Black🎶"

Exhausted

I am not doing ok. Hello My name is Leo.
My problem lies with my friends. I'm often treated as an outcast, and barely vent. Everything is always about them and I hate it. Every time I feel sad or am not having a good day thry constantly compare their trauma to mine. 


Conflict

You won't know the real me until I let you.

3am Thoughts

Full of fake people around you.. 

Insecurity

How do you feel if someone had hundreds of friends and there's none to even reply you back on time....I am feeling the same...since last 2 years....there's none with whom I can share my ups and down...everybody comes to me to share their problems...they knows that I can answer there any problem...but none asked how I am...how I feel..how's my day...I can't reach those people to because they won't reply on time...I lost many things...only thing to lost is just me

Depression

I thought they are my friends, i did whatever I can do for them not my best but i helped them a lot, but now i realised why should not to be a good hearted.
Whatever they are doing it doesn't effect me, but it still fkin hurt 😫😫

I generally don't feel like getting to know any guy but 10 days before my period my desires go 📈📈📈
I like to create fake scenarios in my head of soe guys- old crush, old best friend crush, kpop idols, relatively new crush, a youtuber I was sipping over for a long time.  I have a cold now too so I guess these fake scenarios will last longer 

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