Some things are better left unsaid

Which i generally realize right after i have said them

3am Thoughts

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Hey!
So last night I was on a meet with my team-mates and I was performing an experiment in which I had to check if people open up about their traumatic events but I had to share a few of mine in order to make them feel comfortable(they didn't know that it's an experiment).Ever since then I couldn't feel the same with them(relation - like they stopped talking to me casually) and I think they judged me.If given a chance I really want to take all that back but my overthinking is killing me. I don't know what to do.

Overthinking

Jiske wish karne k wait krri thi usne kia hi nhi bhul gya h wo kyu ni smjh aati mujjhe itni si baat Kam samjhungii kyu expect karti hu mai 

I ended things with him 3 days back because I found out that he was still in touch with his ex and they talk every other day for hours. Though he tried to convince me that it happens only once in a while and there are no feelings involved. He did try to reach me the last 2 days but I ignored his calls and messages (have deleted his number, so that I don't stalk him or try to reach out to him). Cos I have made up my mind never to go back to him.Ok now, what I'm worried about is..... I cried my eyes out the next day for the entire day and after that I'm just moving on with my life and I don't even miss him that much and I’m doing pretty ok.Is that normal?? Cos I know I still have feelings for him.
Or am I in denial and it's gonna hit me hard after few days?

Cheating

my friend told me today that i was beautiful and i started weeping. i didn't realise how badly i craved that validation until someone breathed it into existence.

Insecurity

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Anger Issues

I just had a mini panic attack in the metro. I don't know what , how it happened one minute I was laughing with my friends and the next I'm trying to keep my tears at Bay , trying not to make a scene , hoping they don't hear my heart beating out of my chest . I have calmed down now but now I cannot stop worrying about my mental health .

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