Some people really take you for granted in life....They think they can come and go as they please....

I let them do that till the time it doesn’t get too much...which is so wrong...

Lonely

**if you are looking for a sign this is for you**
have patience with yourself. nobody ever got better overnight. you'll get wherever you need to be in time. for now, remember that every day that you survive is a step forward, and you have survived many tough days that you thought wouldn't pass. be proud of yourself & keep going...
- Unknown author

Mental Wellbeing

so I accidentally switched profiles while replying thoughts, now I'm shy 🥲

Other

I love a guy we were like a soulmate but then i made a mistake also i was young that time, but since 4 years my feelings towards him is increasing day by day, we met few days ago after 4 years everything is same(feelings and respect towards each other) but he is going to abroad very soon and also he wants to marry there, i know he still has feelings for me but he became a stone and practical person, i know life will not stop for anyone, but it is just pain which I'm trying to overcome I'm trying since 4 years but it's just increasing i can't do anything happily , i feel miserable and peaceful at the same time , i want him to stay and go back to his previous personality but i know it is not possible also every person should think accordingly to them, and he is right in his thinking but still it's just my emotions, it's really painful but I'm liking it too, maybe I'm a sadist, 

Breakup

Why is it that I hate myself so much? 

Kon Kon Lucknow se hai tell me fast 😅

Anxiety

my father my my family in general are very much you do as i say if not bad things happen. i could barely even go across the street to my neighbors house sometimes, so i started creating bad habits like sneaking around and stuff like that. but recently i got caught doing things i wasnt supposed to be doing and it was like my world broke, my father couldnt even look my in the eye it was as if ive never seen the man standing right in front of me. ever sense then ive gotten everything taken, like social life that i never even had in the first place, sports, relationships, and they are close to taking work away and ill ill be doing is school. being hurt and everything physically and mentally just wore my out and its been going on for so long. i was close to running away yesterday night, i wrote a note and i was going to leave in the middle of the night. but i couldnt face the grief it would put my mom and siblings through not knowing if im okay. and idk if i could face them if i ever decided to come back after. the relationship my dad and i had before i started growing up was great a little girls dream but now its just like nothing i do is good enough for him and will never be enough. i want things to go back to the way they were but i dont think it ever could be. am i wrong for wanting to run away?

Conflict

anyone living in UAE?

Teenagers

Listening to Joji's new song 
Song title: glimpse of us

And here crying session begins 

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