Some of us need to get away from negative perceptions and influences inour lives and get to know who we are, freed from all of this.

That is true. Sometimes negativity from others can really bring us down and it is just not worth it! 

This is ao true?Negativity is basically the main reason behind many problems.  We need be positive and accept ourselves as we really are.

Indeed. We don’t really know ourselves until we experience something on our own, without any influence. 

Relationships

Anyone up? 

3am Thoughts

Why is it that people who hurt you the most are always happy? I am so weak I can not even speak up to them? The day i started prioritizing me more we started having fights, why is it that i am scared that the person might leave me and take away all my freinds and all i ever had i can't loose what i have right now i can't start all over again finding new freinds new people it's all broken and it's hurting me but i don't have the guts to leave, why is it that i am so weak! And a perosn can say anything to me and I'll just stand there amd beg them to not talk rude to me as it hurts.

Friends

Once you hit a certain age, you become permanently unimpressed by alot of shit. 

Do anyone read manhwa, manga..... 
Currently I am reading Lookism-Webtoon Did anyone has read it......

Me And Her

A love that transcends time, 
No greater bond than you and her.
A connection that through space survives, 
For a love that can never expire.

The night sky filled with stars and the moon,
A reminder of the beauty you two share soon.
A love that is unconditional and deep,
Gives a feeling so warm and serene.

Your days scattered with joy and sun,
Your nights embrace sweet talks and fun.
This love will continue to bring cheer,
Regardless of what life may bring here

Crush

I think I’m a people pleaser because I’ve always thought and respected others emotions be it a stranger or someone I know.
I’ve always spent my time to help others, and thinking about how to make them smile but why doesn’t anyone care for me, no one asks me how I’m doing?
Everyone texts me when they need help from me.
Sometimes I feel that I’m the ugliest because I’m shy, emotional, sensitive, introvert, I’m good at faking smile and say that I’m okay even though it’s breaking inside, I cry when I’m alone, I don’t bear to hurt others even if I end up being hurt in the end, I’m so childish that I even read the funeral poem for a bee that died in my room as she hit the window hard.
I easily get traumatized if I see real violence .
I know I have worst personality but I’m also a human being, why don’t others care for me and I’m the only one who suffers, why I’m God’s favorite child in sufferings.


Just had a huge realization with myself. Finally understood what it means to know my worth. That I dont have to stoop myself down for someone just because I love them. Ive done my part to help, i dont always have to sacrifice myself for their sake. I have to remember that people have the power to handle themselves. 

I believe that I’m losing my mind. 

I keep hearing what sounds like distant whispers outside my window and movement inside my house at night. 

I also experience finding my car doors unlocked even though I specifically remember locking them before going into my house when I get home. 

Things are also being displaced. Like I remember leaving a customized pen on my desk but finding it a few days later on my coffe table or on the kitchen counter.

I also sometimes hear a knocking at my back door but then the front door slam followed by what sounds like laughing outside my window.

I live alone and nothing strange ever happens at work, but weird things always happen at home.

Am I going crazy?

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