Some of these things are bothering me from long time…
• Future- I don’t know if the things I’m doing right now will be of any use in my future.I don’t know why, but I’m so worried about my future that I can’t enjoy my present.
• Career- I’m working in a software company, the company and pay is good but many times I just feel inside that it’s not my interest, I do things because I have to do but rarely take any proactive approach, and it makes me slow at work and it creates fear of losing the job and a guilt of not doing good with my time.
• Fear of getting failed— I have a lot of ideas that I can work upon, but somewhere I am afraid of failing. Just because of my fear I never do the things I wanted to do.
• Overthinking— I overthink a lot. And I guess it’s true that overthinking kills happiness. Just because of this I always get delayed for making a decisions.
There’s most of the time a heaviness in my mind.
nfusion in my mind.
Hi I can understand your situation as part your problem even I am going through. S/W dev without liking it a bit but working because of being a sole bread winner. It’s no mean take to do work in s/w even when you like and wose if you dont like it. We do see many people shift carriers but it’s not easy if you are sole bread winner you cant risk family. In such a situation it’s not overthinking the risk of failure looms large if you were not successful in your next endeavour it can be very difficult to forgive oneself for putting your family through tough times. My heart goes to you for I know how much it bleeds and what it does to our self worth and confidence. Really sorry for the situation 💔
Thanks a lot for your response. Yes it bleeds and shake the confidence too 🙁
Same for me, elder in the house, younger siblings are on the way to studies and I don’t want them to face same financial problems which I faced in my time.