Some of my favourite podcasts are horror/thriller if you like them please do tell . The no sleep podcast,how I died, emperor pigs.

3am Thoughts

Do you miss me like i do? 

Confusion

Not all storms come to disrupt 
Your life 
Some come to clear your path

Compassion

Have you ever been so curious about watching a movie ? name a few

Movies

I did something wrong today.. I unintentionally hurt my to be mother in law n father in law......my boyfrien's mom n dad...she likes me alot....and I love her ...bt today I did hurt her...I met her today for 2nd time only...she must be believing how rude I'm... I'm feeling very guilty...I can't even say sorry to her..I wanna explain her that I respect her alot...bt circumstances today were somewhat difficult for me... that's why I behaved so...But I can't explain her all this .... I messed up all the things

Anxiety

Being angry with valid reasons is justified or not

Anger Issues

M felling very much discouraged.
I am not felling good enough not wanting to pay attention in clases.due to which I am not doing great in studies 


Mood Disorder

Just tell me I did right or no...

In the starting of the year I meet a guy on online platform, we've hide our identity from very start but when the days goes I tell him my every detail of about life honestly...
Our friendship going smoothly.... Yeah friendship because he alert me from our first conversation that I don't want any romantic or love related relationship and I'm also ok with it because I also don't want anything serious....
After a while, idk from where he start flirting with me. Injust ignore his flirting text like I don't give any reaction. He start sending me love songs, shayari...
From than I just ignore him...
Than after few months he want to tell me something serious by saying would you accept me as your friend and I was like ok first I will see what you want to tell, go a head....
He tell me that "I've lie to you.... I'm not 25 yr .... I'm actually 45 yr old & I'm married and have 2 children too.... From very first I've no interest in any girls whoever I've talk..... Because I don't want to ruin my family & image...... But I don't know I've something feelings towards you.... I know you are double younger than me but still you makes me excited... Sorry to say  that I've visualise you in adult way too..... I know you will not except me as a boyfriend and all but I be your friend, in other countries no one differentiate their age to be a friend & you are open minded person I hope you don't mind"

He said this all things in so manipulative way (I know you all think it simple but no) 

But I have no feeling towards him I just talk to him as my personal diary who can answer me I'm doing wrong or right because he is older than me so he is capable of giving reply....
But he said the truth I start avoiding him for a month....
Now he is on my block list because I don't to ruin any family... I also have my dad if he is also doing this all things with us it's hurt me and it will just ruin our life... 

But I don't know, it's feels like I've do something I've done something wrong...



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