Some love makes u helpless
Some love makes u strong
Some love makes u do wrong
Some love makes u do right

I heard or read this thing last night only

Books

I have an addiction to hurting myself. It’s all I can think about. The blood. My lifeless body that someone might find. I sound crazy. But I can’t help but imagine how to hurt myself.

Depression

So whenever i am studying or eating doing literally anything. My parents come and remind me that i am getting fat. And then i keep thunking about that instead of studying for my boards. Fml

Bullying

I wanna end my life.. i cant do this anymore..

Anxiety

I just cried now after a long time (Infront my family.i used act like I am fine. ) ofcource because of them. there is only me to take care of me. Feeling so hurt. Just when I get alright they hurt again. feeling lonely , blunt.

Lonely

apologise for this long story beforehand. 
So, I met this guy online and we really hit it off. Though we never met, he fell for me and we used to talk daily. Now, about me. I was going through a really rough phase. My dad wasn't around much. He used to work in some other city and came home once every 90 days. And my mom, my only lifeline was a kidney patient. The time I came across this guy was the time my mom wasn't in her best health. I was mentally exhausted and terrified that I might lose my mom. So, he came around as emotional support. And we started a relationship. It wasn't a very good relationship as we didn't meet, we only used to have 1-2 hour phone calls every night. This guy was clumsy and dull. All he could do was boast about how he achieved this and that. Anyway, I ignored everything and went on. 
He made my life hell. But I was so emotionally dependent on him that I couldn't call it off. I should have. I am an educated human. I earn more and I have a very open personality. I listen to diverse music, watch stuff, and keep on educating myself about everything going on in this world. But he was so dull that he could never even do that. Anyway, I lost my mom a year after that and he broke up with me a day after that. It took me 8 days to realize what he did and what kind of person he really is. And then it took me just 5 minutes to get over him and wish the very best for myself. I stopped thinking about him and got rid of his texts, photos, everything. Except for his Instagram account. I checked it out one day and saw that he was already flirting with so many women. I called him an ass and forgot about it later. A few months ago, I checked his Instagram just for fun and found out that he is dating this girl and he comes up with the same conversation he used with me. I laughed my heart out and thanked God and my mom for letting me out of this crap. She never liked him. 
Just a few days ago, a friend called me and said that your ex has matched with me on Bumble and he is very active there, looking for a relationship or a wife. She congratulated me for not being with ass anymore. I mean, he has a girlfriend he claims to marry someday and he is still flirting with other women. 
I just gad to vent it out. I am so glad this is not my future. The moment after my mom passed away, I realised I never loved him and I was only with him for my emotional support. So, after a short while, 
he didn't matter to me. But I feel sad for this girl he is dating. Shall I warn her somehow? She doesn't deserve this ass cheating on her. Actually, no women deserve this kind of treatment. 
Thank you, guys. I feel much better now. 



Relationships

Khush tha main? Sham tak hi toh hai ye khushiyan. 
Ye sham bhi dhal jayegi aur rat bhi gujar jayegi. Ye khushiyan hai janab, dard nhi jo tik ke rahegi. 

Breakup

It's very painful when you are ready to risk for him even if it scares you, only to be left hanging with all the questions in your head.

Just want to know that if people r this much depressed thaan why the don't take therapy??? Whats the reason that they can talk to a stranger n ask for help but not to a professionalist.

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