Some friend treats me like shit i could feel that..but i dont let go of them because i know that I won't get anyone better.. I can't socialize no more.

That means you need to become your own friend first. Be kind to yourself and learn to love yourself as you are. Then the rest will follow

Don't worry! Peoples are always contagious! 
You should vibe out with likewise peoples

Thats not true! Not all people are right for us. It may take time but the right people will cross your path and they will be your true friends. Sometimes we need to let go of the people who are toxic to us because even being alone is better than being with the wrong people

Friends

Some friends of mine started avoiding me and then I started avoiding them too. It’s been 3-4 months now, but they are trying to connect! I need some advice on what to do.

We had a group of 5 ... Things happen and it subdivided into of 3 and 2 people... I was among the 3 .... Used to give my extra efforts ,used to provide notes , used to wake them up for classes even though my room was on different floor everyday I used to go there to check upon them even if someday I wasn't in mood to do so... Used to go ,wake them up ,wait them to get ready before morning class... And one day they just left without me ... I realized that I was the one who was over doing things for them ... When I backed out the friendship between we 3 broke ... Now I am the only one left alone  ... Just because I can't pretend to be chill when I am pissed of ... It's been 3 months I haven't talked to them... Should I just forget and forgive and talk to them again because only 1 and a half year of college is left now

feels like i have friends no I don't have

3am Thoughts

Good morning everyone... I don't have any friends left...adulthood 🥲

Adulting

I'm in my 1st year of college, as of now I oy have 2friends, but the problem is that they nagg a lot. Even a slightest tiny problem they'll discuss a ton about it. But my personality is totally different from them. Me on the other side is very cool and chill and don't mind small problems. The thing is that I don't want my personality to adapt according to their because we stay together.They are good by nature but this part is annoying. 


Acquaintance

I love how people will talk to you as they support you but in an instant they'll talk about you behind your back and then come back to you like nothing happened....Like wtf, you think you can come back and act all normal as if nothing ever happened...yeaaaaaa no. I shouldn't have fake friends with fake smiles. I want fun, messy, honest, and crazy friends are who they say they are. I wanna make bad decisions and have you cut my hair because its hot and why not!?!?!?! I wanna sneak out late to go get food!!!! Anyone else with me....? 😞

I hate my friends, They're always selfish :-)

For the last few years, I'm just losing people. I lost all of my close friends, they just simply walked out of my life or cut off. I'm detached from my family already, haven't been in any relationship for the last 7 years.

Everytime I was close to being in love, it ended up in being abandoned and I was treated like shit.

I do have online friends to talk to, but I don't have any irls, someone I could rely on, meet or hug or spend time with. Even the few irls I had probably don't seem to be as close to me as I feel they are.

Even the ones that I still have in my life just don't care enough or give a fuck about me. I'm the last one to be considered, plans with me are forgotten easily, I've never been appreciated, neither been acknowledged nor assured about how they feel about me.
Most of the times it feels like everyone talking to me is doing a favour only and I find it hard to trust people now.

I want to have real friendships, like we see the "goals", hanging out together, spending time, making memories, travelling and doing all the warm things together, making pacts or bucket lists. I want to be loved too and I feel like I'll never find love, ever.

**TLDR : Everyone I've trusted or been close to has literally disappointed me in every possible way. I've never been someone's priority**

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