Some days I’m a nervous wreck, other days I’m a bar of soap and the universe is an Instagram girl with a box cutter and acrylic nails. 

Mental Health

Disappointed 😐 

It is Ok If Your bank Balance Is Going to Be Zero. Does it Defines self worth??  I dont Have A Job Now. And Bank Balance Is Going to be zero. I Cant even Apply for Loans. Self Doubt Is Killing Me as If I am Not Good Enough. Without Money i cant Live This Anxiety Fear is Killing me.. I Am Lost and panicked and Not Able to sleep. Family wont Support Coz there are Like You Manage Your thinks Urself. My Parents Dont Support Me. please Tell Me. 

Money Problems

is there any one from morroco ?

Friends

Not feeling well..anyone to talk

Anxiety

How do you get over a break up? We were in a relationship for one and half years. It was long distance for 6 months or so. He said he lost feelings for me and ended things. What do I do? I wake up in the middle of the night feeling breathless. There is this weight in me at all points of time. I can't smile or laugh. Help.

Breakup

I wanna quit my job and drop out of school and be alone. I don't wanna do anything I'll regret later but always end up doing it so does it really matter plus I don't know what I'm doing anymore. I hate I have no one to talk to. It's happening all over again, I picked and dragged myself to work mindlessly and did the same with school all to drop out and quit my job being even more depressed and suicidal in the end. It's happening all over again I feel it. This time won't be different. If I runaway would people even care, like emotionally like frl. Atp it probably wouldn't matter if they did, I wouldn't let em in.
What do I do?

Thoughtful
Well from past few days it's been like I am having a Paranoia or some sort of weird mindset about the world and humans in general.
I feel very intrigued of this idea of life that how it is created, how we are born and will die one day , how are some person very rich some v. Poor, how all this has been created 
It all seems quite imaginary world to me as if it's not real but indeed it is whenever I am sitting idle these things come up to me and I feel v. Anxious and negative thoughts starts coming up . 
I don't know if this is normal or if I will get fine and how I should get this weird thought out of my head , please share your comments

Depression

Here we go again, I'm going to get diagnosed with arthritis as i guessed. My whole body hurts every single day, every waking minute!!!!was it my fault that I was asked to be born??? I hate it! I'm freaking 27yrs old with a body of 97yrs old grandma all I want to do is sleep my pain away! my mom is sick , my husband doesn't earn much and to support everyone I must go for work and on top of that the work I love requires me to stand all day!!!! it hurts me physically, emotionally! I've been fighting from my young age should I fight to stay alive!!!! I'm pretending like nothing hurts in front of EVERYONE! but nothing is okay no one seems to care. the life I merely want to live is out of reach and I'm here crumbling.......I had a dream and it would stay a dream......what can a girl like  me can do other than ranting alone.... waking up feels like a chore, getting help feels expensive in this economy, i can barely look after myself and i have a family to look after ? isn't it a joke! everyone told me that I will be a loser I was fighting harder proving them wrong when it was the absolute truth i should come to terms with it. Was I born just to experience pain? 

Life

Most of the time i just feel lonely. I need one person whom I can connect to. Just one. Who will listen to my rants. Care for me and love me. 
Someone to ask about my day. Someone to be there for me. Its funny that how i talk to so many people but still don't have that one person. That person who makes you feel at home. 

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