Solitude is fine
But we need someone to tell that solitude is fine
There isn't anything bad about dreaming alone 
But dying as we dream isn't really good also!


Monu Kurmi

vaishnavi

raghav chhabra

Depression

Tell me now, tell me now, tell me where you go when you feel afraid! 
Tell me now, tell me now, tell me will you ever love me again, love again~~~ 

Music

Why am I not able to control things everything is feeling like uncontrollable my thoughts my emotions my feelings my foods my mind 

I m really confused and mad right now 
Everything is just like tangled earplugs in my life right now 

3am Thoughts

Feeling lonely 

Divorce

I feel like a lost soul often I’m 26 and father I feel as if it’s the proudest and best thing I’ve accomplished in my life. My daughter she is 5  her mother keeps me on and off from seeing her. Her whole life. I didn’t have a father growing up so I promised myself I’d be there for my kid. I told my ex that when we was together and feel like she uses this to hurt me deeply.. going through this for so many years has numb me. I’m living on this earth and to not be able to do the thing I’m most proud of really makes you feel lost and you start to go through the motions everyday. I’ve always been an introvert but every since this fall out relationship I’ve had a hard time connecting with women because I know what some are capable of.. aside from making me miss important things I’ll never get to experience with my kid she tried to ruin my life and reputation I still relive through a lot of the events in my head. I want to forget but I can’t.. all this effects all my relationships as well I distance myself from the few friends I do have. I feel like my friends always tell me about what’s going on with them and I have there back but no one ever really ask how I’m doing I been feeling dead inside for years I want to express how I feel but I don’t think anyone I know we’ll understand because they don’t have problems even close to mines or I’ll sound like a broken record I really feel like I might be destined to stay alone.. I do enjoy being alone sometimes but everyone gets lonely... I’ve been shown so much hate in the past few years I can’t get close to anyone.

Give me some sunshine 🌞

Books

Today my teacher called my mom about my attendance and un-handed assignments, and honestly school is stressing me out, it gave me anxiety I don't know how to handle it. I can't talk to anyone, I'm like trapped where I feel like I'm being forced to do stuff here and there. I can't talk to my mom about this, because she had so much hope in me that I will be a good student and sh!t like that, but it seems like she's losing it when she's starting to get phone calls and messages from my teachers, and the fact that when I am trying to focus on school with the help of my sister, it seems like she doubted that I can start focusing on my school, and I didn't know how to react anymore I'm hurt and it just broke all of my hopes for school. And I also have bigger dreams, and I'm passionate about it and I've talked about it to my mom (not rlly often) but it's either I don't know how to make it obvious that school isn't helping me with this dream or my mom is oblivious. I just feel like I need to let this out, and it helps a bit but if I can talk about this to my mom or my dad face to face I'd feel like the weights on my shoulder is lifted, I would feel like millions of weights is gone and is replaced with reliefs. 
(Any suggestions on what I should do?)

Education

I've been working on repairing my relationship with food. These last weeks, I felt like I had finally, finally recovered. I'd stopped always looking for the lower calorie option. I deleted myfitnesspal, even stopped estimating calories. Over the holidays I told myself that I would allow myself to 'indulge,' and that it was okay to have a few more treats than normal. But today, after eating dessert after dinner- I just couldn't. stop. eating. And so I kept eating, even after having properly fed myself using the day. Now, I'm sharing this with people I don't even know because I don't know how to cope with the guilt. I just feel so weak, like I can't even control myself and like I'll never be able to have a normal relationship with food. I'm scared that I've lost all control, that I'll just gain weight because I'm disguising it as 'self love.' I'm so tired. What's wrong with me? 

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