So yeah this is my first time. I don’t know how to explain this shit. At this point I really need someone to hear me, listen to me. I m tired of being the “go to” person all the time. Like my friends whenever they meet me they tell me how was their day, what made them sad and I m always there for them listening to each and every thing they say. Even if I am bored, I still show them interest and be a good listener, but when they are done with their all day stories, they doesn’t bother to ask what’s up with me. Even if they don’t ask I myself take initiative and like I start with “so do you know when …” and then I say 2-3 words and my friend is just ignoring me. She is just sticking to her phone talking to her friend and just like hmm hmm but when they try to tell me anything, I always keep my phone aside , show intrest and give advises. But I feel like no person is in my life who wants to know what’s going on in my life. I am just the “go to” person for everyone but there is no one I can go to. I really want someone who listens to me carefully, not like all my friends who always roll there eyes when I want to confide something… AM I THE ONLY ONE GOING THROUGH
I relate to you so much. I feel the same and you are not alone in this. I listen to all my friends always but when I have to go talk to them about something, they’re either busy or just simply change the topic. So I’ve just realised now that people are selfish, honestly. You need to be there for yourself.
Firstly Thank you so much for reading all what I wrote. I was not expecting people would even read it. This means a lot and I have just realised
no bro, this happens all the time. sometimes we have such useless, selfish people as “friends” they just don’t care. People can be like that you know. Very self centered. it’s not just you, its happen w me many many, so many times. literally like they just dump their burden onto me and are too busy to care…i’ve realised to stay away from such people. Even if there are few friends it is better, than so many useless friends