So, where do i even begin? I dont know if any of you can relate. But every single day i’m realizing that oh i hit the rock bottom and the next day, i am falling even below. I had a fight with my family, isolated myself for 3 days didnt eat or sleep much. Didn’t talk to any of my friends. Keep punishing myself and them. And finally on the fourth day when i am starting to recover a little and i told my friends what happened, no fucks were given! And those were friends i trusted, like when you’re 22 you have friends like family. So, rn, i am realizing i’m all alone, in this world. Because my family pushed me away and i pushed them even far.
I think u pushed ur family away😕
I dont know what to do😭it’s like they keep hurting me and when i get triggered I don’t recover. I cry for days, my body hurts sometimes, my eyes does. It’s not something i want to experience. And during that time, they dont even check on me. And few days later they dont resolve what could have caused my behavior, they pretend like nothing happened.
Do not cry please give urself some time relax
Happens dear,it happened with me too just recently.It hurts but see one has to move on,keep your mind distracted with something else and this feeling would go away in some time.Time heals everything.takecare
I kinda relate to this. I can understand what ur going through. And what I have realised is you gotta have your own back. And I know it breaks ur heart knowing people don’t give a fuck and push u away and the feeling of loneliness creeps in, it’s heart wrenching ik but you know the clock is ticking and it’s okay to stay down for a while but don’t make a home there, you’ll be lost there forever. Start taking care of yourself. It’s okay if u lose people family as long as ur not losing urself think of it as you need a refill. Fill your own cup ur soul. Get out of that shell, won’t be easy but atleast do one new thing one simple routine. It helps. Really. Talk and vent here. We are there to support you! Hope this helps.
Thank you 😊 yeah it did ❇️