So today or these days i have panic attacks on little things idk why n how but my school frnd was bout to leave me all alone we have our frndship since we were 5 and now that he and I had a small fight he just doesn't seem to care n i feel like all the stress n depression in coming my way

Well let's hope he comes back this distance thing is really not my thing yeahhh I'm a crazy ass overthinker but thank uh for listening I appreciate your efforts n will try to stay clam

Anxiety

So there's a guy.
He approached me first.
Our classmates started talking about us.
Then one of my best friend suggested me to tell him that I'm interested in him too. But at first we were like friends and then people started talking about us and at that moment I got excited. But I was never been into this guy. But as je asked me, I just said I'm interested in him (I didn't said I like or love him). Them from 15th may we started talking with each other like everyday and now till after 2pm. It was all right. And then suddenly his Instagram friend who had a quarrel with him a few days ago , cam back to his life. They've sorted out their matter. And from like evening @6pm . He's ignoring my texts,calls and msgs. Like dude it was you who gave me your attention and now what the hell are you doing out of sudden. I'm craving for his attention. And I came to know that he was online but he didn't even let my message go seen... 
What should I do?

Anger Issues

Hello everyone..
So this is my first post.
Its been 2 years now since we broke up. Actually he got married to someone else. He is 4 years older than me. I was in college in last year of my course when he got married. It was a 2 year on/off relationship. 
It was like hell for me back then. I distanced myself with everyone.. my friends..family.. I used to fight with my best friend,with whom I used to live with, for no reason and often forget important stuff. I feel bad now that when I pushed everyone away nobody pushed back that yes I am there for you. I cried for like 6 months straight. 
But I am ok now.. I realized when I came back to my senses that he was actually the definition of a fuckboy.. He never loved me but it hurts to think how stupid I was..
I  am moving ahead .. still not able love anybody since then even afraid if I might ever.
Sometimes I still miss him .. is it wrong to miss him .. I mean he might be very happy with his wife and not even thinking about me or I don't think so he even realised the kind of ass he was to me .. but why do I miss him .. why i am always remembering all the good times we had or what will I say or pretend to say if ever I meer him in future.. why is he still in my mind. After so much has happened .. i mean why.

Breakup

My ex who broke up with me unfollowed me all of a sudden. It kinda made me sad. What do i do

Hello there
I would love to hear your thoughts on the problem I'm posting on here. I've been overthinking about it alot and been scared since the past 3 - 4 days.

I started dating my best friend of 8 years, last September. So I am generally insecure in my relationships and get possessive of my partner. Things were good in the beginning and he used to always reassure me that nothing is wrong. 

In September, he went to Mangalore for his personal family work. And I happened to read his chats with his nieces (not related by blood) where he's flirting with them. I ignored it because he told me it was all in fun. In October again he went to Mangalore and I again read his chats where he's sexting her (he has given me instagram log in ID). 

I decided to break up with him in October. Since then we've just been fighting because he says he can't let me go and I don't wanna be with him because he's a narcissist. Last week he happened to threaten me and told me to watch my back and that he will destroy me. I've been a little paranoid since then and have gotten two panic attacks.

My problem is I cannot share this with my family as they will blame me only for everything. 

I don't know what to do and I don't wanna make a big scene out of this issue.

How to get over an ex if you re sexually attracted to him

Umm so I am in a long distance relationship with my bf. And I don't want to be in any serious relationship now cuz I have seen and also getting hurt every day. The main problem is that I don't trust him. I don't want to get hurt anymore.
I want to be in just casual now. I love him but it's better if I will be selfish now. I m getting hurt being with him and will also get hurt without him. One of the guy was ready to do some casual stuff with me being in a relationship. But I didn't agree cuz I m in a relationship but now I feel like I should do it. I will breakup with him by listening few of your opinions on this. 

My bf is a nice guy tho but he just don't care about my existence in his life :) 

3am Thoughts

I'm in too much pain, he was my first love and he'd been cheating on me now he's gone and he couldn't even do it face to face he did it over text, I was in love with him and I still am he made me feel like a whole new level of love when I was with him 

I'm feeling so devastated every minute I think of him I'm sobbing in pain idk how to get over it.he was my bestfriend then we strtd dating and we dated for 6 years everything was best untill 2020 came it wasn't long distance neither we meet 1s a month or anything, we use to meet every day have some time together I was everything for him but eventually we couldn't be together but yet we wer together without the tag of any relationship but still together ( together is there was eachother and never crossed our limits since so many years) but all of sudden things changed he strtd hiding his prob thou I gave him space and I wasn't any typical gf but he strtd talking only wen he felt to talk or wen he drank and tell everything tht he did this without telling any1 and stuff...eventually lots of probs strtd his frnds group didn't like me ,those assholes wer Oppuruntisic they wer only using him for his money and I use tell him that spend Accordingly so they strtd spreading hatreds and create misunderstandings btw us he didn't listen at first but everyday they use tell hell lots of things about me to him and he never told me about it tht his frnds told this he thought I'll feel bad and stop talking to his frnds bcz for him his frnds are really imp and I was even imp to him he didn't want to choose btw both but ltr 1 day his frnds called me and those yr using my frnds yr bitch yr slut playing with our frnds feels I didn't answer to them but I informed my guy tht yr frnds told me this..insteading of standing for me he was like ignore ignore ignoree once I even ignored it but those ppl wer bitching about and I entered all of sudden and say my guy doing some actions and telling them he ll cry he ll get hurt dont tell anything 
But I had already everything so I asked him YOUR FINE PEOPLE BITCH ABOUT ME BUT YOU JUS DONT WANT ME TO GET TO KNOW BCZ YOU CLEARLY TOLD DONT TELL ANYTHING INFORNT OF HER
He was I'm standing fr yu and yr taunting was my Question a taunt ?! It wasnt ryt...then I meet his frnds and him together and his frnds gave him a choice you need to choice HER OR US 
Before he gave an answer I told choose yr frnds , bcz I knew how imp his frnds wer to him.i jus came 6 yrs back in his life but his frnds are since 21 yrs on the other hand I broke dieing wen I told that I had to be some1 NUMBER 1 PRIORITY  but for him frnds wer so I choose my SELF RESPECT and walked out frm his life blocked frm everywer no contact 
Later he strtd sending the memories we had together he frnds strtd sending me videos bitching about me my num was spam number for 2 months.strtd sending gifts everyday each gifts strtd conviencing my frnds so that I can talk and calling my self respect as ego 
After some days we coincidently met  couple of tyms I jus walked out from there but no matter how strong I portray myself each I go to bed crying eating sleeping tabs anxiety tabs I'm so mentally I'll right idk wt to do and how to behave 
Now as he is doing so much efforts he calms he still loves me and he wants me and I'm ignoring him to satisfy my ego why can't he understand it's about my self respect 
Was I wrong choosing my respect over 6 yrs of relationships and 2 yrs of frndship or should I frgt and strt talking to him with a sorry I don't understand I'm clueless but the fact is I  STILL LOVE HIM 

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