So today im not feeling sad but I just wanna share that im feeling soooo powerful and confident and I want other ppl to feel that too. Remember that you are worth it, your make-up and body is amazing, you're amazing and you are loved ❤️❤️

Motivation

i hate being so unphotogenic!! i’m actually really pretty, but whenever my friend pulls out her camera to take pics together i look SO bad!!!!! people also tell me this sometimes like they say i’m attractive but pictures dont “do me justice” i wish i was photogenic :( 

3am Thoughts

The larger the group the shttyer the talk will be.

BBB
It's been a year now.. and I still want my ex back


Breakup

Something very weird happened to recently. someone i’ve been friends with for years, someone who i used to talk to every single day (we don’t live near each other anymore so we only text and call now) just sent me a text saying they are going on a journey to find themselves and cutting of any bad influence, that’s why they’re gonna block me and delate all of their socials. At first i thought he was joking and laughed it off. He told me not to try contacting him bc i wasn’t gonna be able to and he actually did block me and delate all of his socials… idk how to feel about this, he literally disappeared on me. I have no way to contact him, he won’t answer my calls, i have his email if he didn’t get rid of that then maybe i could email him but i wouldn’t want to have to do that. It hasn’t been a week yet so maybe he’ll appear again idk i’m just kind of mad and idk how to feel rn. How could anyone do that? You can’t allow someone to get emotionally attached to you and then disappeared completely from their lives just like that. Should i be concerned? Should i try to find him? or respect his stupid decision (cuz to me it’s stupid and unfair, im sorry that’s just how i feel i respect it ig and his feelings are valid but i can’t say i understand it or agree) and never contact him until he decides to get back to me?

Other

My minds a disaster family,education, dreams,age,friends everything thrown and scattered all across my mind . The fear of making bad impression on family,not having proper education, not being able to achieve my dreams,ageing even before i could start to live,losing friend circle . Everything haunting me from the time i open my eyes till the time i close them. Wish they just closed forever but some corner of the heart holds me back . Am i selfish for wanting a break from everything? Am i a coward for being scared of life? Am i too childish wanting a holiday? .

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