So today I got a mail from my company that my WFH ends from 6 dec. I never been away from my mom. Maa ki bahut yaad ayegi. Jaane ka mann nahi kar raha hai. I dont want to go. 💔😭

Fuckkk That is really far. I live in pune and my office is in mumbai.

Haa yaar woh toh hai atleast  mein aa toh sakta hun sat sun. But nervous bahut feel kar raha hun darr lag raha hai.

Lets see how it goes. Also pune aane ke baad if you feel like talking you can turn to this stranger I'm always there for you.

Other

Today I have lost all the faith and trust what you have in friendship 
I was try to contact one of my best friend since weeks but there was no reply today I again called her and she called back after an hour and this is what she told me that smjh nhi araha I am not picking your cal it means I am ignoring you mera kisi de baat krne ka mann nhi krta and all I said okay as you wish and she cut the call 

Friends

Ye sal bhi beet gaya 
Na jane kiti yado or bato se nata chot gaya 
Achi buri sabhi yaade le ke ja rahe hai 
Pichle sall bitaye wo pall yaad aa rahe hai
Kuch palo ki kushi or uske bad ka gum bhi h
Naye sall ki khushi ke sath ye akhe num bhi h
Muskura ke ajj fir se jee rahe hai 
Dekho ajj bhi hum wahi khade hai 
Apne app ko is kadar badal rahe hai 
jo kabhi socha na tha Wo ajj kar rahe hai 
Yaade ajj sab mita nayi shuruwat kr rahe hai 
Chere par muskan liye hum nae sal me ja rahe hai

3am Thoughts

The worsted feeling is that ki jo insan ek time apko itna pyar karta hai dikata hai or wo insan aavi nafrat karta hai mujsa 
If anyone wants to share there feeling connect with me muja v kisi sa baat karna maan hai literally mentally disturbed hoka bahta hua hai 

Anxiety

Chill kro sb log age se jyaada mature,and depression ki baatein krne ko maturepanti ni kethe

Wo kahte hai na
Dar lgta h unn logo se
Jinke dil me bhi dimag rhta hai.....😐


Growing Up

Ek shyam mene us haseen chehre ke name ki 
Uski yaado me humne bahut sharab pee 
Us raat ko uske name ki 
U kho gae the uski yaad me na
Na gam raha uski bato me 
Na hosh raha meri aakho me 
Dekh ke uski tasveer ko uhi muskura raha tha me  
Uski aakho me meri jhalak dekh pa raha tha me 
Apni yaado me use soch ke 
Apni baaho me soch pa raha tha 
Uski awaj sun ke uski bato me khota ja raha tha 
Apne dil se hath bhi dhota ja raha tha 
Uski baato me khud ko soch pa raha tha me
Us thandi hawa me bhi khota ja raha tha me 
Bus us tasveer ko dekh ke u hi 
muskurata ja raha tha me 
Muskaurate ja raha tha me 




Love

Yha pe aa ke sasta counseler ban chuka hun🙃👍

Confusion

Yar ye tum log apne boyfriend k paison se kese khana kha leti ho 😟 shopping bhi etc
Aray muje tu sharam ati self respect dont allow me to even ask 😭 how u do it? I also want to tho

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