So to the people who wanted to get to know me better, here it is:

-I’m a skater but I’m a beginner 
-I’m currently trying to save money for my dream vacation with my friends
-I don’t have a lover and I’m happy being single, even tho I wish I could love someone eternally 
-I like drawing a lot
-Music is my way to escape reality 
-I started hurting at the age of 6-7 and the only way to cope with it was cutting, but now I’m slowly recovering 


The last one? Well, I started hurting at the age of 6-7 like you read, because of my school, stress, family problems, and overthinking. My school was because of most of the people, they all were kind of bullying me and making fun of me because I’m Asian and adopted. Stress because my parents kept saying things like « Be more like him/her » « Oh look at their grades, you should study like them » and more, which made me think I wasn’t a good daughter and that my parents wanted another kid. Family problems were because of my mother, she mentally abused me, bringing me down whenever I felt good and lately, she told me she was only being nice (That year) because I was having problems. I once told her how I felt and now she keeps bringing that up, making me feel guilty. And overthinking, you know how that goes. One little thing goes to a huge thought making you want to end it all. I tried finding another way to cope, knowing cutting wasn’t the best thing but ended up doing it anyway, it brought me this feeling of relief as if every time I did it, some of the bad things I did (Or thought I did) we’re slowly fading away. Right now, I’m still recovering, it’s hard and sometimes I have to start all over again but I’m trying to fight to stay alive. Knowing I was 3 times near death because of my own will, 1: Knife 2: Knife and 3: Overdose. But lucky it didn’t work, even tho when I feel down, I wish it did. 

Heyy sorry I had taken a break from this platform

Seems like you and I have a lot in common. Wanna talk? 

Now&Me Thinks

How people find and maintain online friendships? I barely have time for real life friends, where u getting time for people online?

3am Thoughts

people spreading rumors abt my girlfriend and she couldn't even go to school bc of it all shes been doin is cryig at home. i wanna help but idk what to do. 

Long Distance Relationship

i dont know what to do anymore i dont feel like living anymore dont have any friends every girl i talk to end up breaking my heart my family doesnt like me i have a body thing that makes every bone weak i need surgery theres noting to live for anymore :(

Life

I am right now with my brother, soon will be leaving for hostel. I don't know why but I sneaked out and and paying for the treat. HE ISN'T EVEN APRICIATING IT!!!!

Bullying

How do we eliminate or vacate the unimportant and traumatic information from our brain to create more space for the storage of more useful and productive information? 
Want some practical ways rather than just theoretical....

Mental Health

Why does my heart feel heavy every night?
It's like someone is putting weight on it and i can barely survive.

I feel like I need a girl friend, because I never had one, I want to know how it feels. I need someone to talk to, I think. I don't know man so many thoughts are running through my head, I feel scared sometimes

Adulting

Why this overthinking can't stop..
It increasing day by day..
I hope everything well get fined who face this everyday 🌻

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