So there's one guy who says that he likes me but then we used to classmates and like friends (not that close), but earlier he used to say that just joke around that he likes me and then just say I'm jk, but he just asked me directly for being his girlfriend but it's hard to trust, I don't think can ever like me? 
People help me with this!!!!!

Idk he's a friend, but says that he do like me!! I'm confused!!

Relationships

So I just had a long day and just wanted to come home and sleep but noooo had to my university work all night and now with 0 hrs of sleep I have got another terrible and exausthing day ahead of me. Someone take me on a vacation 😭

3am Thoughts

what's the one thing that people misunderstand about you? 

in. tears

Lonely

Is it a norm to bring down an ambitious person? 
I consider myself ambitious and I'm putting in a lot of hardwork for my dream (sometimes sacrificing 2-3 hours of sleep). But still people try to bring me down by putting a lot of confusing thoughts in my mind. Do I consider their opinions? Absolutely not. But I'm irritated by the same conversation again and again. One of my relative (he is much older than me) went with the flow or pursuing engineering, masters, PhD. All these higher studies because he didn't get a job. He is ready to leave PhD if someone offers him a job. He is already frustrated with his life because well he has no motivation for PhD but still has to drag himself. Another person is not sure about his own career and has no plans. He is running after multiple unrelated branches. Both of them are telling me how I should stop being ambitious and rather study so that I can get a job as early as possible. Hell no. I want to enjoy what I'm doing. I want to enjoy the path which leads me to my dream job. 

Life

I wanted to share that there are many unknown girls that I follow on my Instagram but I don’t dm or comment anything dirty to them so is that okay, secondly the… Read more. And I might have asked her whom she was? In which she did not reply

What are you grateful for today?
I'm grateful for having a home, family, and food to eat in such times

I feel like I keep pushing away my feelings, I can't be myself anymore. I just wish I could be the perfect daughter, my parents keep talking about. Just like my sisters both straight A's and me well just a failure.
It pains me so much when they think I am not trying and even suggested I drop out and work with my dad. And what's worse is that I am trying I really am but for them is just me being lazy. Every single f*cking time I take a break they always come and check on me which for them literally "proves" their point. I have tried to get good grades and I did last year all A's and B's except 2 classes and in all my years that has been my best from straight D/C to A/B but they only yelled at me for the D and I i got for the classes. It's all because of my older sister all the things that happen to me are because of her. And I feel bad because I am starting to develop bad feelings towards her, I am trying so hard not to because I really like her but her actions always have bad intentions. She says she wants me to get good grades and even she thinks I'm being lazy when I ask her for help. She nags me all the time to ask her for help but acts like a b*tch when I do. Always telling me how useless I am and that I wouldn't be anything without her. 2 weeks ago we had a fight and said she can't wait for this month to be over so she can go to college and never see my face again, and that hurt me a lot, last week she said I was so useless and couldn't even do the simplest things without her, in front of my dad too and even told him that I was so stupid. I still ignore all of these things because I want her to leave in peace with me. 
I am starting to hate her, to the point I want to punch her every time she acts like this with me. Yk my younger sister 12 has A's but only because we helps her and she says I should be like her. And compares me to her all the time saying "look she has A's in middle school and you only had F's" I would have had better if she ever helped me but no. She is so annoying and all of this thing of comparing is making me hate my younger sister and I don't want to because I am being the better sister to her that I wanted. 
All of this is too much for me, depression and anxiety aren't making this easier for me either, I started cutting more recently and to top it off we all cut, they think I don't know but its obvious. So we all have problems, ig it's her way of feeling better.


Frustration

One sided love to dard deta hi ha
Kabhi one sided friendship ki h ?

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