Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

So there this girl whom I refer as my priority but I feel like I’m poking her every time like months ago she used to talk to me but sometimes usually she doesn’t see my message due to some reasons and I’m always like what yaar you’re ignoring me phir se these goes on and one day she said bro we all have different life and different problems and she always try to give me time but sometimes she’s unable to do it, that hit me quite hard and from that day I stopped texting her ,but she always did text first and I remember been talking to her as normal but it hurts everyday because I feel like I’m forcing her talk to me , I’m feeling devastated.