So there is this guy who I had to go see yesterday. I was going back and forth about whether I should go see him or not. It wasn't because I didn't want to go see him but because my exams had just ended and the exam stress had made my skin break out pretty bad. I didn't want him to see my skin like that. Ultimately i did go and i was insecure for a little bit but i realized that he didn't even notice my skin. It just felt different and I started feeling less and less insecure as time went on. I am super glad i went.

That's great .
It's really nice that he  didn't care about the looks and saw the inner you.

Physical Health

I quit my job and started a company 8 years back. I had few ups and many downs in my entrepreneurial journey. And when things don't work, basic human tendency is to blame others and because of which I suffered mentally due to co-founder relations. When people around you trying to prove you are wrong and they are right, led to lot of insecurities in me and felt very unappreciated all the time. An year back, I decided to give a fresh start and started working various new ideas but failed to execute. To be honest, I have no confidence and focus like before when I first started the company 8 years back. Recently picked up a job which helped me with some confidence that I can achieve something. But this feeling didn't last long. Whenever I'm on social media and talk to old friends, knowing others progress, I feel like I accepted failure in life as an entrepreneur. Now even in new workplace I'm slowly developing imposter syndrome. I feel like vanishing from this world as I don't fit here. 

Depression

I just want to rant about my lonely life. I never had enough luck to get enough females in my school or college. If they were I was busy with my focus on career rather than the timepass other groups did. I do talk normally, approach in a not so creepy manner still couldn't get any date. I have success, decent looks. Got highest placement in college a year back. Have had done lot of clubbing to distract from loneliness.  Which resulted in downfall. I came back, no smoking, no drinking. Only gym and work. But still that loneliness sweeps in. I try to think more about my mom and family and about gifting them and keeping them happy. Even after doing all this there's some part that feels lonely and I hate that as I'm in the age of hustle and as a man i have to provide. I wish I could get someone in life, that's the only thing troubles sometimes of dying alone. I tried dating apps and girls are fully non bothered, ghost, toxic, never initiate convo. If they meet they flirt and ghost after few days. I'm just being patient. 

Lonely

How to deal with the thought that ur partner left u for someone else. 


3am Thoughts

I feel like LOST. Some says it's Overthinking...Many says you should Move on.... I feel guilty the thing which proved me wrong and a Bad Guy....This is all About My Love... We loved each other 💜 We are confident and Trusted each other...But some how my mistake made a DISTANCE Between us... I thought of getting a job within 3-4 years and hoping for the good future with her...But in the mean a pressure in her home to marry someone had began..And one this Bad Guy(I'm) called her Mom 3 times on phone to give sometime for my settlement but I have rejected the call when she lifted it...And his brother called and had verbal fight with me ...this mistake in my life made me lonely,Unhappy, depression Because from then she never called me Instead Blocked. After 6 months I called her,she said You are no more to me and I forgot you after 2 months she said even I cried But moved on..given me a Quote Wrong And BAD GUY. This made me incomplete from past 2years... Don't know When I will be happy..I know I made a mistake and even apologized but I'm Incomplete

There are three ways to ultimate success: The first way is to be kind. The second way is to be kind. The third way is to be kind.” 


Affirmations

Be you 
Do you 
For you

Hello  Everyone,
I am new here. I don't know where to start from but my life is a mess from last 1 year.
I am having a illness and its cause is unknown. Had gone through many blood tests everything came back normal. I always feels lost, my mind is always foggy. every time there is something going on in my mind but I don't know what that is. I want peace.
😞

we all deserve someone who will never stop trying. 💜

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