So proud of myself for becoming the person I am today and for getting through all the ups and downs of life❤️

Warms my heart to see you love and appreciate yourself!

I want to get there.... still struggling...?

❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ i feel you, there was a point in my life when i had almost given up on me, but yet here we are, feeling so grateful 

Even this world is proud of you dear. Keep going!

Happy

**Joke of the Day - 16/2/21**

A horse walks into a bar.

The bartender says, "Why the long face?"

Get it? Hope this makes your day 😄

Life

I know the movies have destroyed me
But all my life I've been looking
Looking for someone to complete me
And when i look at you, i believe it's always been you


Love

Isnt it Silly people can change in just 1 day. I had a crush someone and we were talking its been just a week. Actually was in love. I guess everyone have lied small silly things. And that person was into me too. Suddenly wen i just said a silly lie. The trust is broken . Now she is not into me like seriously Everything just goes away like that. 1 galti se Ke wagah se Silly mistake ke Wagah se pura Insan Galat hojata hai kya. What abt my feelings and all. She is 22 i am 28. Me immatured hu ya wo. Why the hell i got attached 

The worst happens in life feeling of being incomplete.....

3am Thoughts

Is it normal to get excited by some sexually inclined compliments and I expect it too!? 

Relationships

I feel like a disappointment 

I have anger issues i wish i didn't but.. I've been living with my family for last 22 years. Never had any long term friends, was bullied in school and was very shitty to people who actually wanted to be my friends. Very strict parents who take decisions for my life. I am in a college that i don't attend just appear in exam oh and i am a Lesbian. My parents aren't fond of me they have my older brother to compare me with. IITian now doing MBA from a prestigious college.. Ughh. My mother never forgets to remind me how big of a burden i am (as if i didn't already know) have tried ending my life several times but not brave enough. I wish i was brave tho. I've made it my personal goal to remind myself everyday that good things are going to happen and i got this. But its been hard lately. 

Emotional Abuse

Recently my best friend who was also my girl (boyfriend) left me actually dumped me for another guy but gave me the reason that I disrespected her. 
And also treated her wrong and now that she's out of it she happy and also she moved on so fast idk it hurts me so much I try to text her and she ignores me she has done stuff to me too since 2 years we were together and now she ended up things it really hard for me 

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