So my question is why do people send reels when in real we've stopped talking to each other...like we don't really talk in rl...so what am I supposed to do?? Whenever I said something related to those reels they ignore me and then they keep sending those stuff...and whyyyy??

I would've done this If I could...I don't know what they want lol...I just react on that reels and never do anything more

Which I'm not going to give lol🤣🤣all my life I'm always ignored by them...so no...btw thank you for replying..

3am Thoughts

What do you do when you are the happiest?

Happy

Reminder: Im a man, I'll be fine.

Life

I feel something like nice when I look up at the sky at dawn 

I have flat emotions , depressed state of mind, low self esteem,poor social interaction. I found out that , I'm suffering from schizoid personality disorder..All the data about this disorder exactly suits me..I hv also done some online psychiatric tests for this and examined as severe SPD. My childhood was bad. My parents didn't take care of me..Or expressed any kind of love or affection. I am a victim of emotional and verbal abuse from my mother. She never talked to me expect insulting me.My parents never appreciated me. I used to be alone everytime. I hate to be with everyone. I have only few friends..I can't manage a relationship for long. Friendships are really short term for me. I like not to speak to anyone. I hate parties and gatherings. I have a fear of crowd. I can't drive through crowded places. In my growing stage, when I see someone passing by or coming home..I will run to hide. Even now, I hide myself when I see someone approaching. I'm a victim of neglect. I still remember that.When I was studying in lower grades, I used to explain the school things to my mother. But she always neglected me..sometimes she even yelled at me to stop talking.. Gradually I stop talking to her. I don't know when I stopped talking. After that I didn't spoke to my parents apart from necessary things.So, now I know from childhood itself I suffered a lot. I was jealous and sad at the same time, when I see mothers consoling and caring their children. Also, my mother mistreated my friends also, when they come home. So during my school and college days, I was afraid to invite my friends to my home. My father cared me when I'm sick. I'm grateful for that. But my mother won't. I don't have any affection or bonding with her. She always treated me with abusive words, which made my self confidence to zero.I don't have life goals or ambitions. I was in a complete blank situation, after completing my school. Now, I know what I have become. I don't know what to do in my life. I don't know how to live. So, when I suffer from insomnia and severe mental pain i think about ending my life. But I don't know whether I'm right or not? This is me.

Suicidal Ideation

So it's been 6 years since i brokeup.
It was lil hard to move on,  but i moved on eventually (i think so hihi).
We still talk,  she's dating some1 else.
I cool with it
But thing is,
I cant see anyone else the way i used to look at her
That love ,it just went off
I am having a hard time to have that feelings for anyone

I feel useless
I don't get it 
I forced myself to  keep a smile on my face when deep inside I cry loud...
When I ask Why? I get no answer 

Lonely

Hii girls if you read books on Wattpad then please recommend me some 
enemies to lover 
Contract marriage
Arranged marriage 
Girls fall first 
Books please 

Books

You and the moon are similar, you're both bright and beautiful yet far away from me.

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