So my partner behaves very rude to me. I mean not that way but her answers have become very rude. Whatever u go and ask her she would be like Oh u dnt know this that.. Dont behave like a old school generation this that. And i am like just coz we have different personalities doesnt mean she can ans me always like this.  Actually she has just started working ( job ) and therefore she is in cloud 7 and shows attitude.

Relationships

I’m always feelings lonely a lot lately because I always think back to my ex gf last year that I clearly messed up on myself and I think about everyday and it hurts me everytime that it was my fault I made a mistake and yet I still love her so much and all I wanna do is see that smile of hers once again that I made her happy but now we don’t even talk to eachother or look at eachother when we’re around eachother and it hurts everytime because all I see is her beauty and what we we’re together and I would do anything to get that back and I’m just having trouble dealing with it cause I wanna fight for her but I just know she doesn’t wnat anything to do with me especially cause now we’re going separate ways with her going to college and it just breaks my heart everyday I think about it

Breakup

Im not feeling good as im engaged to a girl and i love her so much she loves me too but her past physical relationship constantly comes to my mind which i know is wrong and i read all posts still it comes to mind ..how to get rid of that i dont know 😮‍💨

I was doing great today but now suddenly I thought about her and now again I can't breathe properly and  breathe heavy and tears coming from my eyes and i don't know why all these things happening to me again .

Anxiety

I need a gf who loves or trust me

Long Distance Relationship

I miss her. I miss her a lot. She cheated on me, I know I should completely forget her. But it's not in my power. I miss her too much. I loved her too much.

Tommorow, 27th of april couldve been one year anniversary of us...but we parted ways 5 months ago, im missing her

3am Thoughts

I have never been in a relationship and every now and then i wonder if i ever will be in one. About one month ago  i tried talking to a girl who came in my tutions,i used to look at her for about 2 years and wanted to talk but couldn't muster up the courage but in my final year of graduation when i realised that after this year there was hardly any chance for me to see her again as she will be going back to her home town which a friend of hers told me so finally i walked to her and talked to her. I asked her name and she said NO to me straight away but she told me after i said if i asked in a wrong way or done anything so she told me her and when i asked her if she wanted to be friends she said no and said she was an introvert and she does not like to make friends. After 1 or 2 week i asked a friend of her if she can convince ger to talk with me for some time and after she talked to her she said that she is already in arelationship with someone so i should not pursue her anymore.
I don't know why that thing disturbed me very much. I never smoked but after that encounter i started smoking cigarette don't know why but i started doing it. Now also i see her everyday but i guess thats that....

So my gf told me that she's having exams so will be busy. And I understand that even gave her all time, didn't forced her for anything. And it's been more than two weeks now since she texted me, I was still waiting. Then yesterday night I checked her online status over Ig app. And I found there were posts,those were posted like 2days ago,5days ago,1 week ago like that. I'm totally disappointed with this,what should I do? She has time for these all but not even asked me how am I doing all the time.. 

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