So my marriage got fixed today.
Shouldn't I be feeling happy about it? I still miss my ex. 

IDK what's wrong with me, I still miss him. 

If your marriage got fixed then why to look backwards go ahead 

I love this boy. We had smtg. It ended and the last thing he told me was you are just another girl and that I was pathetic and it disgusts him how much I love him....it hurts sm..I cant breathe sometimes I have never lobed anything like that
Im not sure how to move forward

Depression

any idea how to overcome an existential crisis?

Frustration

I think I'm losing myself. I'm trying to be someone I'm not to please others and I barely know who I am. I'm so confused on what's going on now- who am i-

Confusion

Tell me about your pehla pehla chuMa

Nostalgia

Just need someone to hug me so I can cry quietly in their chest and muffle my cries

Mental Health

Hello everyone, its been a while since I have written on this platform..

Past one week has been hell for me.. At first, I was told to give up my dreams in order to lift my responsibilities as a son.. It genuinely broke the spirit for me

Next, one of my dogs passed away..  The horrible thing was that I wasn't even conscious at that time ( I was drinking  due to already present grief)which I regret the most..

Followed by betrayal from my first love of life with her bf..

I drank for 2-3 days.. became emotionally empty / numb.. turned off my phone and kinda went into zen mode  for a short time..

Now  I am back to college but honestly I wanna live somewhere away from people, world just me suffering by myself ( since it is the same even if I live with them)..

I am not able to take any more pain.. any more of this lonely battle with myself and against the world..

Sometimes I wonder.. is it too much for me to ask god to have a person in my life on who's shoulders I can rest when I am down.. instead of always being the one for others.. Its just too hard lately to carry on by myself..

Anyone ever been in this place.. does this hell ever end.. how can I find peace??

3am Thoughts

does he not have any common sense?? like we just broke up then he find someone new. He literally expose her everywhere. while we were in relationship, he never expose me anywhere but put the sticker on my sticker (if he expose me) as he want our relationship to be private. He even put me in close friend story in instagram so that I can see him being lovey dovey with her new girl. is that his motive???

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