so my mama got this boyfriend and like I hate him I hate everything about him & the bad part is my mama let his dumb alcoholic ass come stay with us like gtf . And she been acting different ever since like when he gone vs when she here the house is different like she really doing that bad she basically picking a man over her own 2 kids didn’t even ask out opinion .. smh I never was really close with my daddy but we talking and I’m thinking about let him get custody of me cause I swear ion wanna be over here nomore .. cause of a Man I hate his fucking guts .. ✌🏾 Anyways but I just started a new job out here and my daddy lives in carencro plus school about to start back and with the virus going around I’m not tryna go back to school or nothing idk man I really ain’t tryna stay to this hell hole

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Family

My dad Is always Yelling at Me. He always Makes me Feel I am worthless and Always Orders me to do things. Now I am Not Liking Him anymore because its been happening Since years I AM DONE WITH HIM.

Parenting

My dad won't stop abusing me he screamed at me for nothing but resting my head at the couch hand in the morning because my head was aching he said things like go die and stuff just and just because I rested my head and he doesn't like it what did I do wrong he threatens to take My phone away just because I'm not able to answer sometimes what have I done why do they abuse me like this I wanna be happy I wanna live a normal life 

Depression

I don’t like my dad at all he’s not a good human being.

Relationships

So I am getting affected coz of this person. He is my dad. I dont like him Coz many things have happened and he is toxic. He is impressive to outer world and shitty at home. He perfers my brother more and He dont talk to me Nicely. He is like daughters are dumb and I cant do anything in my life. He dosent support me anything nor do he talks To me nicely. More to that He keeps on doing Things which he knows maybe will effect me or annoy me. Like caring more for My brother and all. He does all this and never appreciates Me . I am just done feeling this way. 

I don't like my father.. He loves me but his love feels like a favour. I just can't talk to him. He wants to talk but I can't. Idk why may be because of his behavior towards others or his thinking idk what it is.  I just don't like him at all. Am I being unfair? 

3am Thoughts

How is it even possible to have respect for your father even though you hate him to your core? 

Anxiety

IDK what exactly I am feeling right now. well, I am 17YO. And ever since my parents got married all they had constantly is chaos. after 1 year I was born. My father never took any responsibility for me/ mom, he never did anything that made me love him. instead, I dislike him. Just for my sake, my mom sacrificed 18years of her life with him. meanwhile, she tried to suicide and domestic violence took place right under my presence. recently I convinced my mom to get divorced, it was better not to have a father than having him in that position. Mom got a piece of judgment stating certain rules but the marriage still exists for some reason. According to that my father was supposed to pay me a certain amount and do the rest of my things equally shared with mom but mom will be the fosterer, not him. last year October 10th, at 10:00 pm we left that home...he didn't even bid goodbye and I didn't have any feelings either...till now he hasn't given me a single penny and now he has gone to his home town...today we just got to know that he is getting married or some sort of similar function is going on in his house...IDK how am I suppose to feel? he just didn't pay any compensation, ruined my mom's and my life...mom is struggling to upgrade her life and raise a teenager while he...I don't think this is fair...mom is helpless...she is having no one else than me and I have no idea what to do for her...I literally need some help to figure out what should I do. my father is rich but he proved himself as poor in front of the court and now he is capable of a second marriage and not completely settle our thing, and mom is so generous that she is not interested to go behind it and file a case. give me some advice

i used say that i hate my dad, he was abusive, all this time i was carrying the trauma, im learning to let it all go. he's my dad after all. i never thought ill let go of all of those. it feels strange but am trying. ik my dad loves me. but sometimes i just can't help but hate him. am i weird ?

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