so my brotherโs kind of a big deal. heโs good at studies, sports AND extracurricular activities. but Iโm happy for him although a little jealous. the thing that really gets to me is that he has topped all his exams, got admitted to a reputable college and has won numerous scholarships. kind of the star-child. i feel left out and dumb, mostly. my boards are due next year and i am so stressed. i know i will disappoint my mom and family members and not only them, his teachers and friends also count on me to score above 95% i always feel compared to him and i have been avoiding it for as long as i could but things are getting serious. numerous private tutors, barely any free time and ofcourse, the pressure. i do not want to know what is going to happen if i donโt score as much as they want me to. i know i could study harder but it just doesnโt happen. i have studied the best i can and even then, i can only score 85% (which, btw, is a horrible percentage according to my mother)
Donโt worry โฆthey are not your enemies โฆthey will support you and love you even if you score 80 โฆ Donโt overthink much โฆjust forget about them and focus on learning only โฆALL THE BEST โฆMORE POWER TO YOU๐ผ๐
thanks love!