So my brother came home today as usual all high in drugs and shit but still think he is right about it and treating us like garbage .... Like we are some kinda servents  of his .. for how long this things gonna happen

Jab tak wo khud ko samjhne nhi lgega yaa toh kisi chizz ka ussey guilt hai kyunki guilt insaan ko tabah kr deta hai otherwise he is a teenager agar teenage mein hai toh hospital aur rehabilitation centre bhejiye agar nhi toh ye jaano ki ussey kis chizz ka afsos hai

This gonna happen till he met someone who can give aim of his life either maturity will help him as time passes

Alcohol

I am done with this thing. Being jobless is a curse to me. My elder Brother has led all his child responsibility On me. My sis in law is out of town. He is already spoiling my morning waking me up early and now she wants me to Teach His child in the morning everyday and for that i have to wake up early. I mean what about my personal life what about my space. He wants to roam around with his frnd in the morning he has a morning shift job so he is like Handle My child and take care of him. Seriously I fed up. I m not against the child but i also have my life and i also have to focus on my career.

I am not feeling good, for months now. I don't hate my brother. Even though I don't want to hate him, the way he acts makes me want to hate him more. He is very selfish and don't care about anyone else. He acts like he runs the house but in reality he does nothing. I don't want to live with him but I don't want to leave my parents as well. I am always very stressed about his presence in the house and don't want to see or talk to him. I don't know what to do.

Exhausted

So My Sibling  always makes fun of me. He always tells me I am not worth it You dont know this and that. He shows of like he is smarter more intelligent etc. Even My Father dosent involve me in any of my house discussion and all He also behave like You are A girl Tumko Kuch Nai Pataa chalta and you are dumb and all . They Make me Feel I am worthless

Life

I feel so shit about myself because my elder sibling brother keeps talking me down. He is pedantic about every-single-thing I do, not realizing how much damage he is doing.

He is also an extremely entitled person, and is pushing me to do things "his" way. 

Emotional Abuse

Why did my parents always support my elder sister and always blame me. They raised her like she can do whatever she wants and expect me to keep quiet and not defend myself. They spoiled her. She acts in front of everyone and manipulates them to hate me behind the curtain.
I don't know if my parents are too blinded by her manipulations or if they chose to ignore them. I honestly can tell because even if I point them out they change the topic against me. All my relatives don't know her true self. My parents raised her as a devil in disguise. They are too blinded to see me. I wish I was never born. I can't take this discrimination anymore. I just want to go away and live on my own and find someone who sees me for who I am.

Family

My younger brother is addicted to online gaming. I am concerned for him but he just doesn't listen to me. I even slapped him once and felt extremely bad about it. He doesn't listen to my parents or his teachers and he just seems to be getting more aggressive each day. I don't know how to talk to him about this anymore 

Mental Health

I'm feeling down... I've got a much Younger brother who always triggers me into my older extremely abusive brother... And it's been exhausting to deal with him, specially bc I'm mostly responsible for him, almost like his mother bc my own mother don't have the time and the energy he requires. I try to do my best and take good care of him, be patient and loving, but sometimes he just won't cooperate and wants to drive me crazy... And sometimes he does, then I lose my temper and yell at him as he laughs like it was his intentions all the way. Now I'm sitting here, feeling like shit and isolating myself, refusing to go to a birthday party I wanted to, bc he will be there and I want distance... What should I do about this?

Caregiver

My brother is Annoying Me alot. He always puts me Down. Joking Way And Normally he always Put me Down that you cant Do this and that What Have you done in your life. Secondly His kid has became my responsibility now. His Wife is in kolkata working there and my brother Works at night shift. Therefore Even if i work he puts his Child with Me and tells me to Take care of HIM. I also Get tired and I cant help it. My family also thinks He is working And blah blah takes side of him Always. I am done with All this Now.

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