So many giggles in this world and you’re feeling sad alone. People laughing at you, you using your phone 24/7, whole day you lie on your goddam bed that you fell body pain and your back aching. You feeling terrible. Nobody just understands. We all silently judge each other. I am no saint either. And tbh I really don’t wanna be honest with myself. I just don’t. I don’t want to accept the way I am feeling in front of people. I never show what I feel. It’s lonely, pathetic and just not good. Maybe by my post, you’re assuming that i am some sort of depressed but I actually ain’t. I am just sad rn. You are at a different place, away from your family. You don’t have a boyfriend like 75% people your age have. When you are away from your home, you need people. People whom you can talk to, laugh with, have fun with. People who don’t make fun of you or even if they do, it ain’t be hurtful. I am an over thinker. I feel every emotion very strongly. I have insecurities. I do feel I ain’t cool enough. And now I am deleting this app. I wanna go on hills and live my entire life there. Anybody wanna join? Lmao. You meet me, you’ll think that i am an awkward and very naive girl. Idk maybe that’s me. I am doubting even if i should post this or not. Waise toh I know nobody is gonna read itna lamba post. I also skip generally long posts. I never want to read anything sad because i feel like i’ll also start feeling like the person writing it and I don’t want to feel that way. I don’t post anything on Instagram because my sister and my cousin convinced me that I look ugly. I never had the confidence of posting anything again. Tbh I am 20 and I just wanna get married. I know this sounds insane. But i feel like if I’ll have someone in my life, I’ll feel less lonely. Uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh hate her. I AIN’T DEPRESSED. I am more frustrated.
Heyy you will be fine…I understand it feels bad but you can always make new friends
Yeahh. But people are bad yr. Girls only care about their boyfriends. And I don’t think I am cool enough to match them. Yeahh
And I really don’t wanna think all this because if I will be thinking all this, I’ll start believing this about myself and I don’t wanna believe any such thing.
I think i really crave for validation from people. I don’t have good friends yr. People with whom I feel comfortable with. People who judge me a little less. I think just a bad phase. Others are laughing. I can hear their laughters in my ears. And here I am
Dude I am a girl and trust me you are young …you might not have met right people around you…I understand girls may be jealous or have that tendency but be a part of group or join some community
Hm hmm. Thankyou so much.
