So look me in the eyes
Tell me what you see
Perfect paradise
Tearing at the seams
I wish I could escape
I don't wanna fake it
Wish I could erase it
Make your heart believe
But I'm a bad liar, bad liar

Music

i love my teddies more than my bf🥰

Love

कभी तो हॉस लिया करो

मुस्कुराहट एक दवा है । 

3am Thoughts

Very much Confused and terrified what to do next in life

Career

I really like him he every day come to me and proposes me every day and says I really like u please accept me but he really don't have any idea am already fall in for him that Time when he even don't know me but now he said he likes me but I can't say yes to him if I say my parents never agree to our marriage I really love him... 🥺 but I can't face my family I don't have that much of courage that's why am ignoring him it's hurts ya😖😖😖 I really like u like u like u like so much but I can't say yes to u am scared of my parents because they can harm u please stop likeing me and hate me🥺😫😖😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

Family

When your life starts falling apart, your imagination turns into reality or you create your own

Breakup

I want to talk to someone, about the bad feelings I am having right now. Is anyone up for a chat?

Anxiety

Let's just talk 

So I reinstalled the app after 3 long months. 
Today it is difficult to do anything. My health anxiety is worse than I could have imagined. I develop a new symptom ; I research it , and I freak out. That's basically what I have been doing for as far as I can remember. I hate the way I am built. I become so vulnerable that it feels impossible to focus on anything.  I read Tuesdays with Morrie , and this quote stuck with me - "Once you learn how to die, you learn how to live." 
Why am I so afraid of death? Why does it scare me the most? It's 1:AM and these thoughts keep disturbing me. For some reason unknown to me , I have always been like this. I remember when I was a little kid, I would ask doctors if I had HIV or cancer , and they would simply laugh at my innocence. Years later, they still laugh at me , still think of me as somebody who hasn't matured enough. 
I am so weak that it bothers me. I don't want to think about death and grief constantly. I don't want to live like this. I don't want to be best friends with WebMD. 
I want to be normal, and I am anything but normal . It pains me , it breaks me . 


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