So like i need to vent .
Im at home and you know when you feel around something negative and just want to attack? That is how I feel when I am around my mom. She constantly starts every little thing with me and she always calls me names. She hits me with vases and etc. So today was my last straw. She hit me in my head like 8 times and I just started fighting her. Like choking her and everything. My 2 older brothers and my sister had to come get me off her. She tried to cut me with a pocket knife and she slashed me on my leg. I didn’t notice because I was so angry. Like I know some kids might be like, “I hate my mom”. But I really hate her, like I literally would not care if she died today in front of me. Like everytime im in the car with her, i just want to pull the steering wheel and push her out the car. Or when I am in the kitchen and I am washing dishes and I hold a knife, I just get this urge that tells me to throw it at her. I don’t know what to do anymore. At this point, someone better come get me before I kill myself or im going to literally hurt the lady.