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So like i need to vent .
Im at home and you know when you feel around something negative and just want to attack? That is how I feel when I am around my mom. She constantly starts every little thing with me and she always calls me names. She hits me with vases and etc. So today was my last straw. She hit me in my head like 8 times and I just started fighting her. Like choking her and everything. My 2 older brothers and my sister had to come get me off her. She tried to cut me with a pocket knife and she slashed me on my leg. I didn’t notice because I was so angry. Like I know some kids might be like, “I hate my mom”. But I really hate her, like I literally would not care if she died today in front of me. Like everytime im in the car with her, i just want to pull the steering wheel and push her out the car. Or when I am in the kitchen and I am washing dishes and I hold a knife, I just get this urge that tells me to throw it at her. I don’t know what to do anymore. At this point, someone better come get me before I kill myself or im going to literally hurt the lady.

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Anonymous

Hey! I’m glad you vented, it was much needed for you. Hope you felt better after doing that. I can understand how frustrating this must be for you, and I’m sorry that you have to go through this. Have you tried talking to your brothers and your father about it? As you mentioned they are elder than you, what is their take on this? And is there a particular reason why your mother behaves this way? And is she like this with just you or your siblings too? If yes, how do they handle it? How old are you, if I may ask? Only to know if you can move out of the house in order to see less of her or not? I know its a rough phase for you, and you don’t deserve this. But I can guarantee it will get better, have faith. You are not alone. I am here for you, whenever you wanna talk about anything and everything. Waiting for your reply, take care until then <3

c

hello. i see you are going through abuse. i can kill the lady for you

Anonymous

Sometimes parents also suffer from mental health issues due to things they deal in their life and eventually like you are venting here they vent on kids.

Anonymous

get help!!