Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

So I’m confused on whether I’m bisexual or a lesbian, even when I was younger and I used to think I was straight bc that’s what everyone expects you to be + I was very homophobic so i the idea of liking anyone but men was never allowed in my head. Even then, I would always think about how I thought I’d be so weird to date or kiss any of those boys a I thought were good looking, then i realized i liked girls and with girls, I actually did feel both sexual and romantic attraction and I did want to date them, my feelings were very different so I started to question being gay, being bisexual means feeling sexual and or romantic attraction towards both genders, yet I’m only aesthetically attracted to men. What does that make me? Does everyone feel aesthetic attraction to everyone? Idk