Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

So i very calm guy, i doesn’t get anger easily so last month due to some reasons my bestfriend and one of my friend (she was quite close to me) had an argument and i was not taking anyone’s side at that moment so after this i was just a little bit rude to her coz(it’s a long story) we have to go for a clg trip my bsf was not coming I talked with her parents and made her to come and a day ago trip this happened so the whole pressure was on me kyuki i made her to come, now that friend came to me ki why are you rude to me bcoz of her i told her literally 5 times don’t talk now I am not in a chill phase things will went wrong but she is keep coming and i said many things to her and we are not talking from last month but I feel void without her should I go and sort everything?? With her
One of my common friend asked her what if Me comes for a closure she said I don’t want to talk with him but in the start she was crying coz she thought she lossed me but now idk what to do 🙂