So I recently started having a crush on someone I met. Not here or any online platform in real life.
And tbh it’s like I am having a crush on someone after a long time. Like last I remember I had a proper crush on someone was in mid 2019. After that now it’s this girl. Also usually whenever I have a crush I know that it’s not possible for me to approach and/or turn it into a relationship since this has never happened and will not happen. I am usually just happy talking to them and knowing about them. Call it stupid but it is what it is.
But the thing is this time what’s happening to me is that I am having weird intimate thoughts about my crush and this does not feel right to me. I never think about my crushes in this way. And I am hating myself for this.
Ooh man… maybe she also likes you… tell her that you like her… why are you feeling so guilty… we all have these feelings
I am sure she doesn’t like me (as in a crush way) . She is too good/beautiful and I am a average or below average guy I would say. She’s a nice person <3 .
It’s not like I am a saint or anything I do watch p.o.r.n. and all.
But the reason I feel guilty is I do not like to think about the person I love/like in such a way. It’s just the way I am.
Ok… what i think is… if you have crush on someone you can think that way… nothing is wrong in that… you don’t have control on this…
Okies! : )
