So I often write things and then discard it cuz my feelings for you is just lame kids feeling

3am Thoughts

I am stressing someone out :( ?? Maybe this friend of mine is going to leave me tomorrow, who's only the one with whom I talk nowadays tho the time gap gets very big, still no one else. The friend I made online the only one stayed till now who said he wants to talk. Tommorow maybe it will all end. 😔 

Friends

Anyone up for a chat

Lonely

Help me if anyone can....
I am 21 years old and even after knowing the fact that I have a lot of responsibility and have very less time left for my placement but I am escaping from studies due to the overthinking mind... I didn't talk to anyone from last 25-26 days and this expectations is me from inside that there should anyone... anyone with whom I discuss all these things atleast once in a day or in 2 days. When I see my classmates almost everyone have someone with to discuss things like their family or elder brother/sister or their friends or their patner. How I get rid of these problems... their are my own problems my family issues and many more things... How to get rid of this 

i lay in bed for the past four days because I couldn't face anyone, I don't even feel like taking a shower or brushing my teeth. i feeel weird. i hate to admit but I'm a complete looser in life, I can feel my future self regretting making all these stupid decisions . i didn't attend my internals online too, i was scared and i done . i give up. i suck at everything.

Life

Anyone watching UCL tonight?

Celebration

I usually feel no interest in life whatsoever. I just want to quit. Not sure what to do. Everything seems to be so artificial in this world.

Mental Health

I quit my job and started a company 8 years back. I had few ups and many downs in my entrepreneurial journey. And when things don't work, basic human tendency is to blame others and because of which I suffered mentally due to co-founder relations. When people around you trying to prove you are wrong and they are right, led to lot of insecurities in me and felt very unappreciated all the time. An year back, I decided to give a fresh start and started working various new ideas but failed to execute. To be honest, I have no confidence and focus like before when I first started the company 8 years back. Recently picked up a job which helped me with some confidence that I can achieve something. But this feeling didn't last long. Whenever I'm on social media and talk to old friends, knowing others progress, I feel like I accepted failure in life as an entrepreneur. Now even in new workplace I'm slowly developing imposter syndrome. I feel like vanishing from this world as I don't fit here. 

Depression

I left him because if I stayed I would be the biggest fool ever. But it hurts so bad the thought of being without him for the rest of my life doesn’t seem feasible. 
I heard if heartbreak. But I literally Ave pains in my chest and throat. 35 years is a lot to throw away. But I can’t stay and no will to either.

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