So I like someone 
She has seen my face on s.nap But I have not seen her face
So what do u suggest me ?? 

3am Thoughts

I was feeling so alone always for 3 years now. the person I really love doesn't feel the same. I always wanted to be with him but I cannot because I he doesn't want to. I love him so much. We are not far from each other, and in three years, we only met 4 times. he's telling me all his problems, when he needs help, I am always there for him. it makes me sad when he is sad. it makes me happy when he is happy. buy I can't be with him. he said, he want privacy space and freedom. that really made me into tears. I can't explain what pain I have now. 

Lonely

Only u can change ur emotions,no one will help..!!!#

Dreams

people i care about are just walking away and i dont know what to do about it. i care too much and they dont care enough. because if i ever meant something to them they wouldve stayed.

Life

I want to hurt everyone I'm not crazy I'm very hurt and very angry. My family included. They hurt me the most then when they say they try to help me it doesn't mean that I forget all the hurt me. I appreciate when people help , but there are still times when I think back to the ways they've hurt me and it reignites my flames of anger. I physically need to release my anger I am typically a quiet and reserved person, bet as of recent when annoyed or slighted I am said to possess and a foul attitude even when I feel it is justified..it  still hurts My feelings because I know I am not like this normally. Instead of showing my sadness I become very angry… and it’s negatively affecting my adult life… in my teenage years I was much more anxious and afraid and quiet but I feel I am more expressive though in an aggressive manner. I feel like I am wanting justice for the way I was treated those many years ago.. and instead of being met with understanding I am met with the same hostility when goal is just expression and not to be mean or whatever. I realize I harbor a lot of anger towards my family… for the neglect of my feelings and emotions… but they call me crazy… in venting to my brother over having lost my car recently due to it blowing out and losing my apartment to bedbugs because of an ignorant tenant and then my phone in the same week.. I became a little ticked with him… he was supposed to help me get to the store to buy supplies for my cat  while he played video games and and we argued he called me crazy and it took me over the edge…and I smacked him leading to a fight. I am very upset to be charged with assault when I feel he emotionally attacked. I can and do realize I control my actions and I have for many years dealing with many things like ptsd and depression from being molested and emotionally neglected by many family members. I don’t like to make excuses but it just seems like I’m handed the short end of the stick. I’m constantly pushing people away and dont really have friends  to talk to because I always feel guilty for being angry and dont want to hurt people who get close but would
Also love to admittedly have a close relationship with someone. I try to be honest but it seems like there is never any understanding for me. I feel like a bad person but at the same time I get so angry because it never was my fault for the things that have happened but there is no way to take them back… and I’m just stuck… in a loop of anger sadness ands guilt. I wish I were dead… and then I truthfully feel no one would miss me I’ve given up on most things… and everyone is constantly angry at me…. I hate to admit how much I want revenge for the way they’ve treated me. I sound so evil…the thing that they’ve called me…is what I’ve become because of hearing it so much.. I don’t even know if I’m worth saving…but I’m sad for it.

Depression

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Coming Out

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Boyfriend

How did you overcame your depression?
I graduated in 2018 and started preparing for competitive exams. The worst part is I didn't study properly. I couldn't focus. And since past year I haven't even touched my books.
I am jobless,skillless depressed person. I have ruined my life and I don't know how to come out of this alive

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