So I have a family friend who joined my friend group at college. 
Suddenly to impress my friend and a boy she has changed everything about her 
I know her for 10+ years so I can tell when she’s being fake 
But idk why I find her changing so irritating like everything that was her is suddenly changing and it’s annoying me 
Help what should I do ? 

Can this be the case of jealousy? All of a sudden a person comes in and take all the attention from your friends?

3am Thoughts

It's kinda strange but not unprecedented feeling.
I can't seem to relax 
I don't know the reason but my head is heavy 
There is nothing significant to be sad about but i can't smile or enjoy anything.
It's like i don't want to be seen or talked to. I just want people to forget that i exist. I want to go into oblivion but it's scary to imagine that.



Confusion

When you try try try you may not always get what you thought maybe trying too hard never leads you to the right place, not always…if you fail doesn’t mean that you are low at something…there’s something behind everything, maybe this path is wrong and maybe you just want to be something which you can’t find it because of the pressure you get everywhere. 

Exam

Easy for you to say "koi baat nahi, pata toh tha hi na"
You don't know what it's like to be a failure in the eyes of your own parents. You don't know what it's like to be changing fields completely at the age where everyone is already financially independent. You don't know what it's like to hear "you are worthless, useless child" or that "tumse toh umeed bhi nahi hai ki tum budhape mein kaam aogi". 
Easy for you to say M when you haven't come down in the cut throat competition. 
I am not saying that you don't have your own battles to fight, but atleast don't comment on other's life, especially when you know about me and where I am coming from. Atleast don't crack jokes on my anxiety and be so heartless with your w6ords. They hurt, they really do. 
I hope you never wake to words "isse accha toh baccha hi nahi hota"


Failure

wow 
I’m only telling u the sad bit of my day
My bsf didn’t not invite me to go out with her again today it looked like she wa son her own with 2 boys.
but no Incite
I was out anyways with my mum and brother.
but have a nice day all

Depression

How do I stop hurting after a breakup? Even before some days, I was breaking down emotionally over little things.. crying like hell, couldn't eat, couldn't sleep... But now after two weeks after a breakup, why do I stop hurting? It's not that I am happy, no... I am still not.. I just think I don't have any kind of emotions left inside me anymore.. I don't wanna get out of my room.. I don't wanna talk to friends.. I don't feel like crying.. the only place I feel like coming is here.. I just wanna spill my thoughts, I am so confused.
What's happening with me? Is this what depression looks like?

Breakup

I am always very sweet to people around me especially the closest ones doesn't mean I don't lose my calm. I do lose it and I suffer from it because I don't shout at others, unlike some people. I was trying to do something for someone and they shouted at me instead. I felt really bad because of some things they said but I am still thinking about them. I am letting it go because I feel maybe they are pissed or they are going through something or they had a tough day. This is not the first time. I always do this. I don't know if this is right or wrong. Should I consider that they did something wrong? Should I always try and control my feelings because I think about them too much and this way always ignore whatever bad things they have done to me. I compare their struggles with mine and I feel they are going through a lot so I let it go and I don't bother them. But this way, I feel sad. I feel unloved. I feel nobody cares about me. I feel nobody thinks about me as much as I do for someone.

Overthinking

Itti jor se gana gane ka man kar raha je mujhe 😗✌️

2022 let’s focus on our selfs and stop giving a shit about what other people think of you. Stop pleasing overs while crushing your own emotions.

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