So I feel like everytime I get close to someone we hit it off very nicely but then suddenly I start feeling insecure so much to the point I start believing they wouldn’t want to talk to me nd I purposely push myself away even when I hate what I’m doing to myself I just feel so stuck in this .

Confusion

Don't panic 
One day all your hardwork and sacrifice will be worth it 
If it's not working today then God has better plan for you tomorrow 

Adulting

Mother and father and I have the same field - asked a simple question, couldn't answer and went fake texting. 

Delusion

Hi I am unable to sleep and would like to know if I made a mistake or not. A year ago we had some differences with friends and last night we invited them over, my mom freaked out and said that I don’t value myself and that I don’t feel the need to make others respect me and that my SO isn’t supportive. Is it me or she’s taking it waaay too far. 

For context (because of COVID we couldn’t meet and they were upset and then we thought they continued to be upset throughout the year)

Failure

Nirvana hits different at this hour 

Music

Hello guys
Today ill be sharing about my experience in kosmos
The one thing i love the most about kosmos is how they are forming a community to help people. They are doing everything in their will to help us .

Hope

Hi friends. My study time is over for few hours then i pickup my phone and post my thoughts. 

Friends

Hey guys!
So here's the thing in this msg ima talk about multiple things.
So first off, im rlly struggling from loneliness. i dont have any "real" frnds. all of them are fake except one and tbh I cant rlly trust them. 
Also a few months back I was rlly struggling with food and I almost thought like I had binge eating disorder. It was like food was controlling me and it felt so difficult to not be in control. I tried asking for help. I told my mom about this but she took it in a casual way. I mean breh cmon. Sometimes im not in control. I eat food when im gonna cry or smth. one day I wasnt feeling gud and I cut my hair fr. 
also now when im struggling with loneliness and frnds and stuff, like I have already so much going and my mom just wants to lecture me. she can see that im struggling and all but idkk why the hell she wouldn't understand. For god's sakes. I need help. I have tried asking her too but well that didn't go so well. 
Due to these things my studies are being affected. I was a topper, always 98 up, but now im going down.
I seriously dont know what im doing. I just feel incomplete sometimes uk. it's like something's missing.
Im just tired..my chest feels so heavy sometimes that I literally cant breathe fr. 
Now y'all might be blaming my mom for all this, but guys I rlly love her and idkk how to blame her. when I say all these things it seems like it's all her fault and all and that's y I dont like opening to my frnd (my real frnd) abt it. I have been off track since last year and due to that even my mom's fed up and all. 
Now idk what to do.





Mental Health

Is that correct to be in a relationship like we both know that we don't have future together and just enjoying the present happily

Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts