So I cut myself yesterday
I felt better
When I saw the tissue full of blood 
It felt like everything will be fine now 
I even studied for 5 hours 
I couldn't sleep though
But I wasn't numb or sad 
I was fine with what I did 
I was happy
I felt okay

I might be able to understand how it feels. Let's talk.

3am Thoughts

I Cut myself on my ankle and carved this (😑) on my ankle.

Self Harm

People dont even realise how they emotionally harming themselves. They maybe aware of depression, anxiety, phobias, etc....because everybody talks about them but nobody really talks about emotional abuse or emotional addiction.

Mental Health

I've started cutting again. Haven't done it for a long time. But im not stopping the urge to cut anymore. I cant deal with my emotions. Because I'm wanting something that i can never have. Desire is a bitch. Atleast for me, it is. I wish i could stop everything. I just want to leave. I dont want to be here. I dont want to be anywhere.

Me trying to distract myself from harming:
-tries something- Nope didn't work.
-tries something else- Nope I'm not feeling any better. I shouldn't even bother to distract myself, I know harming works. I should just harm straight away.

Addiction

yayyy im 6 days free from self-harm

bro im at school- my cuts are noticeable, i have cheer practice today so i'm scared and i don't have time to go home and put and makeup on them band aids r my best choice rn fml 

School

how to stop self harming

No matter how hard you try
Those scars won't go away
Those memories won't fade 
Even though you hv accepted the situation
But sometime someday all this things hits you again 
That time is the toughest to tackle
That day is the worst to handle....
What I know is
That day you will realise alot
But the one thing you will gonna realise is
Nobody is going to be there for you
Except YOU....

The less will be your expectations , 
and the less you will be in pain🖤🥂

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