So I cut myself yesterday
I felt better
When I saw the tissue full of blood 
It felt like everything will be fine now 
I even studied for 5 hours 
I couldn't sleep though
But I wasn't numb or sad 
I was fine with what I did 
I was happy
I felt okay

ive been feeling like doing that lately too... and feel like everything will be okay if i do still debating on doing that tbh

I might be able to understand how it feels. Let's talk.

3am Thoughts

Some leave scars
and some leave stars,
some are too close
even from too far,
Patience level has become such that even after getting late reply from crush, I doesn't get angry.
 Miracle....
- an inamorato

College

i have been in this hole recently and it feels like i can’t express anything and i’ve just recently been cutting again on my hip so no one sees and i’ve thought about kms and idk what to do i get very weird when im walking through the halls in school and i try to keep to myself and i bite my nails and im always bouncing my leg in class and it feels like if i stop im going to scream and im just so done and idk how much more i can take

Self Harm

I know it's bad but I just want to use the sharpener on my body.

Depression

I feel like giving myself a few cuts.

I have soccer on Monday they do wrist check what should I do?

Any tips on how to not cut

Addiction

Why is self harm condemned?

self harm really helps depressed people. other people would say "why self harm when you can just kill yourself?" the things is, we don't want to kill ourselves. we just want to express our pain. most people who do self harm are those people who can't cry, or can no longer cry. crying their heart out but there's no tears visible. when i was 14 or 15, i always hurt myself. not because i want the attention, as a matter of fact, i don't want my family to know that I've been hurting myself because i'm afraid that they will just invalidate what i feel and it will hurt me even more. so, i am self harming because i can't cry, and guess what, it is the most frustrating thing in the world. imagine being in pain so much that all u want to do is cry hoping that i can lessen the pain, but turns out u have no tears. how am i able to express my pain? how am i able to lessen the pain? it is so hard. so instead, i will hurt myself physically, in order to divert the pain, it lessened the pain in my heart. self harming really helps, but it can get u addicted to it. right now, i no longer self harm, the scars are still there. it reminds me of my young self who can't control her emotions. the only difference between me and my old self is that, right now, i'm still depressed but i can control my emotions a little. it's a progress right? im getting in there. slowly. just trust the process.

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