So. I and my boyfriend broke up on 12th May and then again patch up on 17th May and then stayed together till 21st May and then again… he broke up with me I still tried for like 23 days… getting him back because I thought he is depressed, broken, etc now I don’t even know now what to do… I tried my best to make him happy and prayed for him and his family and all he has to do is laugh at my feelings and break me and reject me. I didn’t gave up but then I got no choices left so I left … I know I did the right thing he doesn’t deserve me but whatever I did I’m satisfied that I tried my best and it wasn’t enough I felt so heartbroken and felt so unwanted and betrayed I feel like I should just stay alone I feel like I don’t need anyone I have no expectation with anyone because expectation hurts I don’t feel like getting into relationships now am I still in love? I don’t even know I feel like he doesn’t need me so I should just leave things like that and I don’t even know if I am ok or not I feel normal I feel like everything is normal I laugh and everything feels ok but it’s just that I don’t wanna fell in love again I feel like being independent is better am I doing the right thing? also, forgot to mention I use to overthink and cry a lot but now I just feel so weird feeling like I care but at the same time I don’t care I wanna talk to him at the same time I don’t He made so many promises but broke them all but I still kept them after the breakup I feel like I don’t need him but the memories and flashbacks it has nothing to say just to show me the past I feel like I don’t even care I don’t know why am I strong? or am I weak? I don’t cry much now I only cry 1-2 drops then just smile again and sometimes I break down but then again stand up…!
Just stop expecting from anyone anything u fall down u stand up by ur ownself it’s prove u become strong…
somethings and someone always deserves to be past and live in the memories… and it’s hard to ACCEPT… easy to make urself busy and run away bt u will feel better the day u accepted the way u are…
yes I know I don’t expect anything from anyone
Give urself priority… it’s not the end of life or world… take the courage to say hello the happiness… I am sure u gonna make it happen… mett new peoole… talk to them… TRY unless u try u will not get the person who actually make u priority… there is someone who is gonna take care of u and sincere like u and love u unconditionally… sometimes u need to walk out for ur own sake… it’s take time bt it’s okay take ur time , it’s hard bt facing the problem actually help u , don’t let others take advantage of ur
No darkness no season last forever… it’s shall also pass…
If you were weak, you might not be able to write this down, so don’t doubt yourself on this.
Yes, it’s really difficult when you are passionate about someone and that someone just keeps on breaking you and the promises you made together. Personally, it made me miserable at a certain point.
As you said you feel like you care but don’t want to, it’s gonna take time and all those memories and flashbacks, it’s not an easy phase but if you’ll stick to your dreams, family, friends and especially to yourself, your 1-2 drops and smile phase will turn into constant happiness.
You’re gonna pass this phase super soon, and some support/friendliness is always here.
Giving you some positive energy 🕺.
thankyouuu ♥️♥️💞
Akash Dalal @skybroker
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